宣告死亡

My comp officially dieded on 28 Oct 2007 Sunday, 1730.

Dr Monkey Teoh tried his best to revive it after it fell into a coma earlier on.

I suspect there must be some 衰神 (goddess of suay-ness) lingering..

First my hp had fainting spells, which proved to be a symptom of stroke (blood clot in the brain). So now I have to buy new hp since Dr Teoh suggested repairing would not be worth the money and effort. euthanasia is the best option.

Now my comp is dead.. -_-"

Gotta get a new one.. how to save up for bkk shopping trip like tt huh hmmm huh?!?!

Maybe I'll have to seek MFG's (Monkey Finance Group) help.. and I don't like it..

I feel like a lousy piece of *toooooooooot*

sHoW mE hOw e fLOwErs LoOk LiKe Lei~

Dear Monkey Teoh,

Here's the bouquet that did the job. =P

不等于。。。等待

這幾天我想， 也許。。。

臉上微笑不等于欣慰
湧出淚水不等于需要安慰
置之不理不等于放棄
付出努力不等于會得到成就

轉身離去不等于對不起
堅持到底不等于珍惜
脫口而出的字字句句不等于心裏想說的
盡心盡力的一舉一動不等于心甘情願的

一生中的種種 “不等于” 除了可能是注定，虛假， 懦弱，善意的謊言之外，也是等待。。。
等待真誠地接受
等待堅強的可能
等待重新出發的機會
等待一份耕耘一份收穫
等待勇敢地迎接未知數
等待平穩的每一步
等待所期望已久地了解
等待被教會的回報到底會不會發生

我等待所期望的了解真的很久了。。。
了解固然在，心願並未實現。

除了失望，流淚，還是收拾了心情

告訴自己，習慣就好吧 --- 真的會好嗎?

sWoLLeN LiPs

bee: aiyo my lips swollen until very ugly. sianz. wan to tk mc liaoz. hahaha.

mr muscles: haha. you and your swollen lips. you should go diving. you will be more relieved.

bee: (silent)

mr muscles: swollen lips everyday (w picture attached)bee: u very bad lei! *arbish*