reality is cruel? hmmm, absolutely..

i was hit by it just hours ago and i'm very upset..

it's amazing a simple session over coffee reveals this much..

i don't even think i know him anymore.. it's weird.. and i'm sad.. i don't feel good at all..

i want to do something about it but i don't know what to do or how to..

he is important to me and i hate the situation now..

is there really no friends forever?