Tell me.

how should i feel or what should i do when the words "I'm going to look down on you" comes out of your partner's mouth to you? when it's not even a time to be joking around, we were talking about a serious topic.

and then tell me how should i feel or what should i do when i'm nagged to take up tuition cos i'm not able to reach his 'savings' target. mama should noe what are my burdens and how much i save per month. the thing is i asked from a break from tuition, not to stop forever.

now i feel like a totally worthless piece of shit..

do i deserve this?