i have a very very close cousin..

who's TWO DAYS older than me..

who's more than 10cm shorter than me..

who has much thicker hair and fairer skin and than me..

here she is..

we used to spend lots of time together.. i even join her secondary school class gatherings sometimes..

we used to say since we grew up together, we'll get married at the same time and let our children grow up together as well..

well, this little dream of ours did not realise..

today i just attended her son's 1st birthday..

little brandon is very adorable.. and so is her 2-mth-old sister, cheryl..
monkey went to the chalet with me. .and i sort of forced him to carry either brandon or cheryl before he can leave.. wahahah..

and since brandon was fast alseep.. he had no choice but to carry cheryl.. which he thought was more scary cos she's only 2-mth old..

see baby cheryl seems to fit his arms so well.. hahahah.. while he was carrying her.. she smiled at him leh!! hahaha so cute..

anyway this is the first time monkey carries a baby.. *3 cheers for him*

i was up on cloud nine one moment..

now i'm down the deep deep valley..

haiz.. to think i started plannign the trip.. sadz..

anyhow.. back to arsenal vs vilarreal..

Yeah! Supper @ Bukit Timah on 6 april thursday w monkey jasc & smoked victor!

haha.. stupid monkey looked so tired la.. lack of sleep.. hahah the next morning still need to go school at 8am for meeting leh! poor thing..

vic owas dun wan to take picture properly.. haiz.. no wonder jasc wanna diaoz him.. muahahah.. anyway, he so funny.. distracted by me and jasc talking, and took the sala route! hahahaha..

hmmm, the prata very expensive leh.. cheese n mushroom prata $2.50! monkey said so profitable, he oso wanna sell prata..

oh ya! met kathy there too! haha..

lalala.. yummy supper.. a nice break from hectic-sian life.. thanks jasc & vic! ahaha..

more supper to come??? *yum yum*

I forgot which day was it.. i was pretty frustrated with i-also-duno-what-the-heck.. i was grumpy and mean.. i was naggy and very irritable..

but i still receive Prestige Chocolate from monkey!!


can't see properly? hahah come come come.. show u clearer photo..

almond nut milk choc and dark choc!! very expensive leh.. $0.99 per 10 bloody grams only.. monkey bought 200 grams.. hahaha.. he so poor le! i'm so spoilt leh!

and fat.. hur~

dunno why monkey owas wanna eat crystal jade.. i've been eating alot of chinese food recently.. haha.. anyhow.. dinner was yummy yum yum la!!

the char siew is very delicious! must try!! the roasted peanuts that come with the dish very nice too! haha.. fried wanton was okay.. not the best i've tried but still tasty..

after dinner must have dessert! dark chocolate ice cream!

yes! green spoon! haha.. *silly* the dark chocolate not very dark leh.. still very sweet lor..

notice monkey cut his hair? finally after a long long long time.. if he still dun wanan cut i will burn his hair off! so long and messy, then keep complaining so hot so irritating haha..

while he was having his hari cut and wash and head and shoulders massaged.. i went walk walk as usual la.. only this time i wandered out of fareast..

i bought face and eye masks from missha at fareast level 2 (1 level above level one lor, haha).. yl recommended the grape flavored face mask.. so decided to try try.. was abt to pay money when the salesgirl asked if i wanna try the eye mask.. she said good for reducing dark circles la.. so haha i buy lo.. haven't used it yet..

tried one face mask liaoz.. very refreshing leh! haha it's supposed to replenish the moisture and elasticity of face la.. not bad not bad.. will continue to try over a period of time see if it really is that effective.. hehz..

after walking around level one and found absolutely nothing that interests me.. i went to scotts hollywood secrets to trim eyebrow.. no appointment la, was lucky to get a slot haha.. haven't got my eyebrow trimmed by a professional for a long time.. it feels good to be rid of all the trouble of doing it myself wahahaha..

after scotts, i went to tangs.. browsed, scrutinized, and paid at the triumph section.. haha..

went downstairs, walked passed chanel counter.. the new lipstick as advertised on tv so popular la! alot of people around the counter testing out and buying..

i decided it was enough and walked towards the exit to return to fareast.. but then i stopped at the mac section, got myself this..

peach tone corrector.. wahaha.. i really have very bad dark circles, which makes me look so tired and OLD! so i dun mind trying out such products la.. to cover my dark circles until i get rid of them.. i think this one's better than the concealer i bought from shiseido.. not as dry and more coverage.. hahaha..

if you think i really spent alot within such a short time frame (abt 1 hr), monkey also la! haha.. he also bought expensive hair wax from supercuts! on top of his haircut.. haha..

lalala..

Happy Birthday yl~!!!!!

Happy Happy Happy Happy Happy Birthday!!!

Thanks for the dinner @ Suntec Marche! haha..

Eh our face equally big la, next time take photo dun need hide ur face behind me! hahaha

It's loads of FUN meeting up after so long leh! haha.. on and off meet jasc, nel, wy.. sitting together at a round table yakking away feels so good! hahaha..

some of us graduating liaoz.. some continue to study.. some travelling.. kind of worrying that i haven't set out to find a decent job.. haiz.. but then again.. i wanna think properly ma.. and really rest liaoz then chiong working.. haha..

we had alot of nonsense.. taking photos here and there and everywhere haha.. dun have a photo of when we were in sec 4.. if not will use it to compare and contrast.. haha and have a good laugh out of it.. how tootz with out short short hair.. wahahahah

Whose birthday is next ar? meeting up again? so fun hahaha updating info of other ppl we noe.. gossiping abt them..

yl's bday cake from nydc.. oreo cheese cake.. super duper delicious! hahaha as demonstrated by jl.. it's "knife-licking good"!

By the way i've never seen someone eat a cake with a knife la.. hahaha.. until she does so.. hehz..

Anyhow, i was talking to monkey about having candles on birthday cake.. as the years go by, i dun think i would wan the candles to indicate my age.. just 1 big candle in the middle can le la? hahaha or every year 21 years old oso can.. muahahahahahaha..

i love the babes! hahaha..

Love yl!! Happy Happy Birthday!!

Have fun in US!!!

haha this is so fun.. got it from jasc's..

kept laughing at the match i got.. try it here

i sent in this photoand got these matches..

julie christie at 75%


bunko kanazawa at 75% (who the hell is she?)


holly marie combs at 73%

johnny depp at 71% (wahahahahahah!!! johnny depp leh!!! whahahahahahahahaha)


elizabeth hurley at 71%

hahaha not bad huh? got johnny depp leh! hahaha i gg crazy liaoz..

anyhow.. i itchy hand la, went to try monkey's photo too..

i sent his very decent photo..

and i got these..

bunko kanazawa at 63% (i got her at 75% leh!)

erica durance at 60%

nick carter at 59%


tony curtis at 54%

macaulay culkin at 53%

and jay chou at 52% (hahahahahaha)

i dun think monkey will like this.. wahahahah..

Time for some random pictures.. been wanting to post them but lazy la..

haha here's one more FAT and ugly monkey to the family.. the one on the extreme left.. with very long arms and fat belly..

he has a very bad temper too.. owas slap his belly when he gets angry.. he's very poor at logic and whenever he dun get the right logic, he bites me.. so bad!!!

haha the next picture.. taken quite awhile back le.. in my Internet Business Models class.. prof was talking about some C2C, B2B, B2C and C2B online businesses.. i was bored so i drew the bees la.. then wh continued with the drawing..

Wong wong wong! xiao mi feng! hahaha so cute hor? Bee 2 Bee business! haha.. so much about being attentive in class..

ohohoh! chocolates chocolates chocolates!! and my 'rubber beans'..

very yummy meiji black chocolate! the burellini choc oso very nice la.. cos monkey bought them ma.. now u see why i'm getting fatter!!!!

hmmm, perhaps it's beer belly? a while back i was getting all stressed up (for wat i can't remember la).. and when i'm stressed i can't get to sleep even though i was super duper tired.. so i drank beer lo..

i've got abundance beer at home.. dunno why my parents like to stock up.. now heineken finish liaoz stock up tiger beer.. in fact other than the 2 absolut i own (which are sitting in my study room), my bedroom cupboard has like 6 remy martins.. 2 XOs and i dun what-the-hell-is-the-name alcohols.. haha..

by the way the fruit tart was from my sis.. so sweet of her.. kiwi and strawberry leh! haha..

some days ago.. i caught monkey watching porn.. haha.. i know it's normal.. but in front of me.. using my comp????

nah, i'm kidding la.. just playing around with photoshop and boliaoz.. trying to make this picture useful la.. hehz hehz..

it's worrying when u lose the ability to articulate.. worse still, to comprehend..

i'm not sure if i'm on the sentimental mood.

but i sure do find something amiss.. i'm not comfortable with something i've been doing.. for someone i've been neglecting..

at times like this i just wanna lie in his arms and sleep.. full stop and not think about the unhappy stuff..

but i can't do it. not now.

anyhow, enuff abt unhappy stuff urgh.. i wasn't supposed to feel like that!!!!! v asked supper tmr.. yipeeee!

today's my last presentation in uni life! wahahah! no more sony, citibanlk, internSG.. wahahaha!

but i think i will still play with ppt during my free time hehz.. frens ar, wanna subcontract ppt to me i dun mind wan!! i love doing ppt!!! hahahaha

did a total of 3 ppts tis semester.. so fun! (tho lack of sleep).. it feels grrreat when profs and groupmates commended on the nice slides! hahahaha.. and i'm getting better at it each semester.. hahha..

graduating soon lo.. haven decide where to go for a short trip.. no money to go for BIG trip la..

think i really wanna go shopping in bangkok.. but so messy there la, the political situation..

then again i wanna go taiwan! which reminds me i need to ask nel abt some stuff..

anyone wanna go taiwan first 2 weeks of may?

i wonder how's dapig.. think i shall call tmr after my test..

Suay things really come in '3s'..

yesterday 7 hours after my hot-n-creamy soup incident.. my over $300 cash got stuck in the cash deposit machine..

the stupid machine had to FLASH the service hotline number on the screen, which makes it dificult to catch the numbers la! what a stupid design.. the number is already bold and in RED color.. why the heck must you still make it flash and flash and flash!!!

i've used the deposit machine for so bloody many times and i have to be so "LUCKY" to have problems with it..

HOW DARE IT EATS UP MY MONEY!!!!!!!!!!!

well well.. so what's the 3rd thing that can be so suay for me???

i tried calling the service hotline.. and one automated reply led me to another and another and another automated reply!!!

STOP WASTING MY TIME AAND HANDPHONE BILL.. I WAN TO FU**ING SPEAK TO THE OPERATOR LAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and when i finally thought i could hear a human response, music starts playing and the stupid automated reply said, "all our officers are currently unavailable, please hold on or try again later..."

i tried 2 times.. which took abt 7minutes.. i gave up.

then monkey called.

HE GOT THROUGH!!!!!!

what is wrong with me? my phone ar? huh? i also pressed the same number as him how come i can't get through huh hmmm huh????

anyhow, the person got my contact number account number ic numebr place of deposit machine, then tel me monday the amount of money will be credited into my account..

good. now i wait for the call..

the '3s' are over.. so means my test tmr i can pass la hor? *sighs*

how unlucky can 1 get?

i have slides to complete, report to finalize, test to study, notes to copy.. by tonight.

and i had to burn my right thumb and index finger approximately 1 hour ago..

not that i 'had' to.. i mean the chunky creamy soup from the western food stall had to 'coat' my fingers due to a little accident?!?! *pout*

now i'm sitting in the-very-cold library numbing my fingers (and yes i'm typing slowly without my most-commonly-used index finger).. waiting for project meeting to start at 3pm..

well, it can be attributed to carelessness, someone else's carelesness, or simply back luck..

i heard bad luck comes in '3s'.. shiat! hopefully it has got nothing to do with my test this morning!

i haven't got burnt or scalded since erm.. sec4? so i got scared abt what will happen to my fingers and i start to remember all the stuff i had to complete and i can't and i started crying.. due to pain also of course!

so embarrassing la!!!! cry in front of project mates! they must have been thinking what a crybaby i am! urgh~!!!!

'nuff said.. i hopr they heal faster.. i wanna do my ppt efficiently with a healthy thumb and index finger!!!

ARGH~~~!!!!!

i wanna kill the idiot who started this stupid reper.exe worm!!!!!

now my thumbdrive is corrupted and i can't reformat it!!!! what the fuck?!?!

and my comp is so slow liaoz!!!

what am i to do without my thumbdrive???? can't save things inside. my projects and ppts and assignments and resumes... all inside leh!?!?!?

damn it!

*breaths hard*

okie.. anyone who knows how to solve this stupid idiot problem of mine?? argh...

i really want to cry very badly.. and monkey too busy to help me..

which makes me feel even worse.. much much worse..

i was on the verge of tears cos my thumbdrive is gone i guess he didn't hear that..

i can't blame him i know. i'm just so upset i feel so helpless, and the one i thought would help me doesn't..

*cries*

saw these lyrics from jj lin's new album..

brought back some memories..

原来最疼痛的表情竟是没有情绪
原来最残忍的画面可以甜言蜜语
我不懂得如何更爱你
影子讽刺地跟着我难分难离
原来最孤单的是我还是那么想你
原来最悲哀的是我不能面对自己
你收的干净
我也会不留一点痕迹

how ironic.. hmm..

a few weeks back.. grace introduced me to this beverage.. kiwi-strawberry fruit juice.. i forgot whether it was supposed to be milk-shaked or not.. but yeah.. turns out it tastes great! ha, at least to me la.. can try can try!

Oh! come.. let me introduce you to my ee-yore *number three* haha.. so soft and so huggable.. it has been with me through the nights when i'm at home.. hehz..

Monkeys! so cute rite?? there are 4 monkeys la.. the last one's on zw's bag.. so nv take photo of it.. ahaha.. soon the family will increase in number!!!

yesterday.. went to national library *finally* for some reserach.. my first time there since it opened!! haha i know i very suaku.. ha.. the library so huge la.. hmmm, nothing much la.. can't take photos, still have to spend 20cents put bags in locker.. argh..

found some ads for my project though.. hahahaha..

then after that went marina to eat.. i had this!

pan-fried macaroni from cafe cartel! yum yum! the serving was huge! i couldn't finish it.. so zw had to help me finish.. haha.. he had pork chop, which i thought was quite normal la..

after dinner.. i was in a shopping mood.. starting to get stressed out with sch.. and i'm gg to be jobless soon.. haiz.. so yalor.. bought these from zara.. couldn't wait till i get my voucher from my uni$ points..

shite.. i look so tired.. my eyes like ghost! the brown top i tried was in M.. but i think it's too lose for me.. so i bought the S size..

poor monkey had to wait for me outside the fitting room while i took my own sweet time trying out tops and taking photos.. hahaha

haha.. now i take photos covering my ugly eyes..

this top i wanted to buy too.. but monkey said i spent too much in a day le.. so haiz.. next time.. when i get my voucher lor..

i also bought another nike dri-fit top.. hahah.. yeah yeah! one more nike to my collection!! i love nike! now now.. next i want a pair of nike running shoes! gotta go running le.. getting flabbier each day!

hmmm, with all that ben and jerry's andersons dreyers down my digestive system.. i told monkey i want a U-Zap to tone up.. hahahahhhahahahhaha..

zap zap tummy zap zap tummy zap zap tummy zap zap tummy zap zap tummy zap zap tummy

zap zap butt zap zap butt zap zap butt zap zap butt zap zap butt zap zap butt

zap zap thighs zap zap thighs zap zap thighs zap zap thighs zap zap thighs zap zap thighs

hahaha..

things that make me have the oh-u-r-so-sweet-i'm-gonna-marry-you feeling.. haha

1. holding my hands tenderly.. this is so vague right, but u noe, u can actually feel it if the guy is jus holding ur hand for the sake of holding.. understand? haha

2. learning how to and fold me a big bottle of something(hearts, stars, etc) and hiding it, make me find it.. it's also sweet if he just shove it to me after he finishes the project.. just to add to the thrill la so can hide..

3. pick me up when i least expect it.. like appearing at my doorstep when i was abt to leave house.. or waiting for me outside my class.. or outside the condo where i teach tuition..

4. cooking a meal for me when i'm all stressed out and lethargic.. doesn't matter what he cooks.. as long as i know he's sincere..

5. taking care of me when i'm sick.. not just asking me to go drink water, pop my panadol and go sleep THROUGH THE PHONE..

6. writing me little notes on post its, rough paper, tissue paper, whatever that he can write on la.. a bonus will be having a chocolate along with the note..

7. letting me fall asleep in his arms.. yes, as simple as that.. but to some it's torturous.. cos the arms go numb wahahaha..

8. giving me one of his t-shirt or jersey(bball i like best!).. i will faithfully wear it when i go sleep hahaha.. i particularly think this gesture is super duper sweet! hehz..

9. bringing me food when i mentioned that i'm hungry but do not have time to grab buy or make some decent food.. i'm a sucker for food.. just feed me well and ya.. hehz..

10. telling me he care for me, loves me, misses me.. especially when he has little time to spend with me.. haiz, i know, i'm such a stupid girl who likes to listen to such sweet nothings..

11. making milo for me when i'm having bad cramps/stomachache.. haha.. i love hot milo when i can't have cold drinks or hot tea!!!

12. bringing me to dinner at a place where i can see the stars, hear some jazz, feel the sea breeze, smell nice food and taste fantastic wine.. you know.. making me feel like i'm the princess, feel like i'm the most fortunate, all the other girls must be so jealous of me.. wahahaha hiakz

13. giving me little pecks when i'm pouting cos i haven't seen him for a long time.. i feel very loved when i receive many little pecks on my cheeks! ahahah

14. peeling prawns, deboning chicken and fish, de-shelling crab for me when i dun feel like getting my hands dirty.. this is really a plus point.. especially hen he doesn't like to even do it for himself.. wahahaha..

15. letting me watch him play his favorite sport.. i love watching him playing basketball.. my eyes will follow his every action and expression.. and it feels good to know that others are looking at him too, but too bad! he's mine!

16. helping me carry my bag when it's realy heavy.. some guys justdon't do it cos he thinks it's a very unmanly thing to do.. i try not to let him cary my bag cos i oso think it doesn't look nice la.. haha

17. writing a song just for me.. and singing it for me while playing a guitar.. fwah! i think this one only in my dreams ar.. hahaha..

18. sending me songs (that describe our story) once in a while.. it's a different way of expressing his love and i love it.. it's such a romantic thing to do wahahah..

19. giving me a big hug and say "everything will be fine with me around" when i'm in distress.. man, the sense of security is crucial!! the assurance that he'll takecare of you no matter what..

20. driving me around, to places where i want to go, like drive me to town to shop, thenlater come pick me up.. okieokie this is getting abit overboard.. can't do this unless he's filthy rich.. hahaha

21. proposing to me in the most romantic wat possible.. like getting a jet to fly with exhaust spelling out marry me? erm.. rom in paris? eh.. a nationwide broadcast? haha i'm kidding la..

as long as he makes me feel he can't live without me, i'm themost important woman in his life, he wanna spend the rest of his life taking care of me.. aaawwwwwww~ who dun wan to find such a man???

these are what i can think of so far.. and perhaps the most salient.. or is it accessible from my memory? *giggles*

yesterday went yh's place see baby cheryl!!!!

she's so adorable!! eyes so big!! haha..

no pictures.. cos in my handphone and the bloody hp cable costs $88..

plus i forgot to bring my camera there.. urgh!

oh ya i was talking abt baby.. she's really adorable.. i wan to bring her home! hahahah i wanna go see her soon and take many many photos of her!! i wan to bring her out and tell everyone she's my daughter!! hha i think i'm crazy..

i wan to have my own daughter.. can doll her up, bring her out, teach her how to speak read and write! teach her how to call 'papa' and 'mama'.. haha.. i wan to be pretty pretty young mummy!

haiz.. okie i wake up le la..

*boo*

back to study..

i love my sister!!!

she's cooking dinner for me.. wahahahahahahaaahha

so nice.. finally i dun have to cook for her le.. now she knows how to cook..

see, we have good training! we can cook.. hahaha

i only have one sister leh..

dun love her.. then love who?

i thought i finally met someone almost close to my ideal..

then i remembered monkey was THE ideal ONLY when he chased me..

and so i realised.. THE ideal exist only in my dreams..

yeah! everyone is doing it!

go go help me do my johari window! hee

click on dabee's johari

i only got 2 of jasc's 6.. baaaaaa~

hansheng goes back to australia tonight..

and my mood's especially down after i left him and gw earlier on in the day..

now i owe him $3.75..

when wil i get to pay him back? hur~

i still regard him as a very nice brother.. the only brother i have..

and i wish to keep it this way..

i cut my hair!! finally! after 6months! haha..

rebonded my fringe, did a treatment at half price! (kimage got promotion until 28feb)..

but of cos i'm still many many bukeroos poorer!!!

i love the smell of my hair!! the shampoo so nice!! maybe i shall get some the next time i visit.. haha

lalala.. so slack so slack.. still 2 assignments 2 tests and many many projects behind. argh!!! &#^@^#%^(

piece of shiat..

i think i'm becoming more and more san1 ba1..

all the gossiping and 'bimbo-ing' about nail polish, hair, my fat ass..

wherever did my intellectual twin disappear to???

Happy Valentine's Day to all!!!

hmmm, who's the one who came up with this day to celebrate anyway? haha.. well, of cos i dun mind having such a so-called special day to spend with someone i love.. to have the excuse to spend money on presents and also be spoilt by others.. i'm so glad i'm not in Japan, where the females are obliged to buy gifts for the males.. *urk*

nothing special this v-day.. the difference from last year.. let's see..

i get to spend it with monkey (last year we were all busy with school work we did not go out).. at his home.. home-cooked food is dee-lee-sheeous! fish fish fish! my favorite! can save money too.. can study after dinner so monkey don't have to feel bad distorting his study schedule..

well, almost ended up alone at home this year cos initially gotta teach tuition.. then i realised my tuition kid's bday falls on v-day!! haha means no tuition on his bday lor.. hahahaha..

here's monkey opening his 2 presents (from me of cos).. one for 1yr6mths, one for v-day..

monkey is so monkey.. playing with his new toy now.. haha.. so happy he likes the electric toothbrush.. i so unromantic hor? buy toothbrush.. hahahaha..

cos he owas look see look see, but never get his hands on one.. so i thought might as well buy one for him to play with.. haha.. he's lazy too, so this should improve his oral hygiene!!

anyhow, during my global marketing class.. kailee got a bouquet from his bf leh!! someone from bizad club delivered the bouquet to our class, asked for her and handed it over to her!!! she appeared quite paiseh la.. but guessed she must be so so so happy inside!! haha..

reminded me of a scene in one of the korean shows i watched long time ago, where the girl was in class, and the bf went into the class to give her flowers.. so romantic! i told monkey before if someone were to do that for me i'll be so touched!!

obviously monkey forgot what i said and sad to say, i'm graduating.. no more wishful thinking on my side le la..

despite that.. i still wanna say.. if someone were to do this for me.. i'll marry him!!! hahaha..

eh.. monkey is still very nice la.. just not romantic that's all.. *pengz*

he's very xi4 xin1 to get me what i want.. like

my PINK handphone..


and my PINK microsoft optical mouse!


i've bought a pair of PINK wedges recently..


i'm so PINK!! hahaha

hmmm, ang bao draw was last friday rite rite?

monkey and me were checking the results at 9pm (without realising the release of results was 1045pm).. yeah, so we corresponded the numbers with the results on 6feb.. so stupid! almost threw the whole stack of paper away leh! haha..

hmmm.. see, this is how much monkey bought!!


never win la.. if not now i can go tour earth many many rounds le.. haha, and monkey can quite school, buy car buy house.. hahah..

maybe.. the next time we buy toto/angbao draw.. must put my 'good friend' mahjong tile like that..

like that then got luck hor.. HUAT AR~~!!

okieokie enough crap.. next year next year try again!!


neh neh neh..jus wan to put this photo to show this is the other tshirt i bought for monkey last year! he seldom wears it.. *sobz*