seems like the undertakings during the jolly season of thanksgiving have been pretty engaging for me... had a great xmas eve dinner with jasc yongling sam and ian at B.Boss.. the partying at O bar was fun.. thanks dudes for the treats.. *winkz*

jus a little disappointment though, i lost the christmas gift from ian.. *sobz* am really upset about it.. it was really sweet.. *sulks* thanks yar.. heng i read the note liaoz.. *smilez*

after the so-havoc party.. went to mark's place for gathering on xmas day! had a really nice catch up with the peepz, esp waiying and yonghui.. *muahahaha* guess it's time to clear up abit of the mess made... *winkz*

i was carrying my beloved bag out to town one day.. in search of some accesories.. to brighten my day.. *smilez* as i was browsing through the stuff in one of the shops, a sales personnel approached me, holding a bag in her hand.. i knew what she wanted to do at the instant. though it was absolutely not my initial intention to consider purchasing a bag, i did not hesitate to allow her to do her job.. in fact, i might have been slightly attracted to it by it's simple-yet-attractive appearance. for a split second, i wanted it very much..
i did not really pay attention to what was coming out of the salesgirl's mouth. instead, i put down my bag in a corner and tried carrying this one that was made known to me barely a few minutes ago.. this was better than my bag.. actually, it is almost similar to what i've been looking for.. the only thing was that i had no idea how much it costs to own it and whether this bag was ready to be part of my life..
what will happen to my bag if i decided to abandon it for good? it has been rather durable and "accomodating" for me although i find it hard at times to carry all the stuff i want to bring.. it has been nice to my eyes though it does not suit my outfit at times.. oh well.. i like my bag.. but i'm afraid i'm attracted to this new one at the moment.. maybe falling for it without realising..
perhaps i should continue with my shopping for accesories and not purchase the bag.. or i should consider this one while in search for other better bags.. maybe i can find similar ones in other places.. or i can own this bag..
why am i confused?? cos i'm not sure if i can find another identical one. cos it may be the last piece available..
being selfish basically, aren't i?? *lowers head*

right now, i'm at home with an elephant-look-alike right leg.. fell down steps of stairs just a couple of hours ago.. my right ankle's hurting real bad now.. damn.. and did i mention i've got phobia visiting sinsehs?? *bish*