i realised it's been quite a long while since i watched a movie with my friends til today.. million dollar baby with ben don and jm.. story's not bad.. but the flow abit slow.. some will think it's draggy.. i like the ending though.. almost bring me to tears.. well actually if i din watch it with 3 guys i think there'll be less 'tear control' hah..

another 21st birthday chalet this sunday and i'm looking forward to it.. i'll try my best to be there, cos you know when you are invited it's not nice to be absent.. esp when you know he/she will be disappointed.. i dun like to be disappointed, so i try not to disappoint them.. the presents definitely affects my financial status but hey! it's 21st birthday!! some ppl think it's no big deal but i think it is.. heh..

i start wondering how my 21st birthday will be spent.. being in the middle of yr3 sem1.. i doubt i'll have the time for a celebration.. nevertheless i'll feel so so sad if i din have a guest list and party to plan.. of course it'll be great to have others to help if not i think i'll die preparing all the stuff.. heh, sounds like i'm gonna have a chalet too.. i don't know.. i think i'm being idealistic here..

i think the celebration shouldn't be on 1 day only.. if possible, i wanna invite my nygals, 86gang, p6frens, unikakis and pigumaoses! of cos i hope my dear will be with me.. of cos i wan everybody i invite to come!! haha.. i think i will like some party.. you know the kind of sing-song-cut-cake-smash-your-face-into-cake fun.. then mahjong ktv bowling silly games whatever shite.. talk scream shout and have FUN!

like i said, idealistic heh.. if my financial status allows i'll book a chalet and cater food or bbq mayb? i dunno.. i tot of spending it at ktv too.. ha~ i only know it'll be great to have the idea and ppl to execute it.. a surprise party will be a bonus but i ain't gonna expect any i guess.. yy's msn nick says hope is the denial of reality.. so i dun wanna fall and hurt my ass real bad..