this is the time when everyone starts to get busy.. stressed up with work.. trying to meet deadlines for projects and assignments.. though i have the time to catch a movie this week, there's still a pile (BIG pile) of work staring at me.. i miss my friends too.. can't wait to have fun with them.. but i guess have to wait til after exams.. it is definitely different.. we don't meet as often as we do.. 'darn uni' eh.. soon it will be 'darn work'.. this is life..

maybe once in a while we wil feel lost.. i think it's okie.. as long as we get back on track soon enough.. no matter how we complain, how we say we will not be able to do it.. eventually we will.. just a matter of time.. so don't fret, don't be upset.. focus and try.. i'm sure all, if not most of your friends understand..

i miss the holidays.. i miss the times with my friends singing and clubbing and shopping.. i miss the times with him.. sometimes i can't even stand myself for being jealous of his books cos they spend more time with him.. i even hate myself for remembering my escape route.. i dislike being a spoil brat demanding him to spend time with me.. i don't understand why he don't understand seeing him n school and during weekends is totally different.. but think about it.. why would i even do it in the first place?

when i feel upset that my friend has less time for me.. when our schedules clash.. it's because i care about the friend.. when i refuse to accept his apology for not meeting me, it's because i miss him..

i still got alot to learn.. but right now.. I CAN'T TAKE IT FOR THE FACT THAT I CAN'T SEE HIM, I CAN'T EVEN HEAR HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!