pragmatism versus idealism.. will these 2 ever converge and progress in harmony? *shrugs*

it's getting increasingly tedious recently.. and i wish it's jus due to pms..

anyhow, i think my eyes are on a strike.. after hours staring at the monitor typing reports and doing ppt..

which leads to my headache.. *gaaaaaa*

According to a genealogist, 8 out of 10 girls willhave cyst, however we hv control over it too. How? Wemust not let it grow bigger or into a blood cyst:

1) Refrain from taking panadol or ponstan painkillerto subside the pain .....
however there are many sideeffects too and when you are immune to the drugs itwill not help whether you take the entire row of painkillers or not.
2) Pain endurance
The menstrual cramps do subside after a while. Well, lets say you can't endure the pain without any painkillers; this is the time to go see a genealogist
(women have a higher threshold of pain than man).
3) Ways to counter menstrual cramps:
a) Refrain from taking icy drinks (especially one weekbefore your period)
b) Take a 1000mcg of Evening Primrose Oil every 2days
c) Regular Exercise. It really helps relieve menstrualcramps, 3 times per week (if you can)
d) Chinese medicine Pill (Pak Fongwan) - Hv 1 pill aweek before and after yr Menstruation, it helps toregulate and replenished nutrients in yr body.If you are vegetarian, you will not be able to takeit.
e) Have plenty of vitamins A and D... Carrots,spinach, broccoli, fish, papayas, etc... You are whatyou eat so please do take care of your body ok.
Ladies please drink lot of milk or high calcium products especially if u intendto give birth, I'm not trying to advertise for Milk Company but it can really prevent osteoporosis. It's not fatal but can cause lots of inconvenience to yr life in future... So start drinking now....
Severe/slight abdominal pain: it's not something to betaken lightly.Women should not treat "Endometriosis" (abdominal painbefore / during their menses) lightly cause the side effects will come a few years later after marriage whereby the disease will develop into cysts (sac foundin the body, containing liquid matter).
If the cyst got bigger, you'll have to undergo a surgery to remove it but if it's a blood cyst,things may get worse asyour womb/pelvic/uterus/fallopian tubes will beinfected and create more problems. If the infection is not properly treated, serious problems like infertility may arise.
So, whenever you girls do experience period cramps,dun just pop a Panadol or Ponstan to relieve the pain instead go to a genealogist for a further diagnosis as you never know that you're suffering from one which may not at first seems like a serious problem.

Ha.. something my friend emailed me.. i have no idea who the genea is who commented all these.. but it does sound scary to me.. maybe i should stop my panadol treatment and drink more milk eat more carrot!

To everyone who still has your other half,i hope you all do cherish the relationship. Don't be extra nice only on Valentine's Day..Make everyday a valentine's day for him/her.. Make your other half feel special..Enjoy every moment of it..

Happened to visit one of my friend's blog and 'extracted' this.. i gathered it's his reflection in a way? yeap.. can't help feeling sad when i see this.. Yeah, guess this is something i want to bring across as well..

it's kind of sad visiting everyone's blog and seeing the same complaints about projects report and so on.. i do say i hate uni, darn uni that's why we're all slogging our way trying to catch up with readings and completing assignments and so on.. but i do enjoy learning.. in fact if i have the money, i wouldn't want to graduate so soon.. i dunno how to say this but i guess i do possess the 'spirit' of learning to some extent.. to hell with exams and reports due.. but then again i do not want to be involved in all those workplace politics!

anyhow, i gave up an interview with APBC.. decided i shall find a higher paying temp job after exams.. my priority is money at the moment cos damn it i've got lots of bills to pay.. my parents are just so darn poor at financial management. Come to think of it now.. it's quite a pity.. maybe i should have accepted the offer.. caltex house isn't really far.. dressing up is supposed to be fun too.. moreover i should be able to learn from the consultancy firm? haiz.. choice made.. i shall stick with it.. *shrugs*

well back to my whinings.. i've got 2 reports to be done by 27mar and here i am blogging.. listening to his muvo slim.. practising JIT muahahaha...

i'm captivated by Fruits Basket at the moment.. anime's so nice! i wanna collect the comic books, vcds and posters and wateva things related to them!!!! ha.. see.. another list to be generated.. apart from my slam dunk and fushigi yuugi.. *shrugs*

i can't stand the weather.. it's killing me.. i can't think properly or work properly.. i shall sleep.. *ZzzZZzz*

this is the time when everyone starts to get busy.. stressed up with work.. trying to meet deadlines for projects and assignments.. though i have the time to catch a movie this week, there's still a pile (BIG pile) of work staring at me.. i miss my friends too.. can't wait to have fun with them.. but i guess have to wait til after exams.. it is definitely different.. we don't meet as often as we do.. 'darn uni' eh.. soon it will be 'darn work'.. this is life..

maybe once in a while we wil feel lost.. i think it's okie.. as long as we get back on track soon enough.. no matter how we complain, how we say we will not be able to do it.. eventually we will.. just a matter of time.. so don't fret, don't be upset.. focus and try.. i'm sure all, if not most of your friends understand..

i miss the holidays.. i miss the times with my friends singing and clubbing and shopping.. i miss the times with him.. sometimes i can't even stand myself for being jealous of his books cos they spend more time with him.. i even hate myself for remembering my escape route.. i dislike being a spoil brat demanding him to spend time with me.. i don't understand why he don't understand seeing him n school and during weekends is totally different.. but think about it.. why would i even do it in the first place?

when i feel upset that my friend has less time for me.. when our schedules clash.. it's because i care about the friend.. when i refuse to accept his apology for not meeting me, it's because i miss him..

i still got alot to learn.. but right now.. I CAN'T TAKE IT FOR THE FACT THAT I CAN'T SEE HIM, I CAN'T EVEN HEAR HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i realised it's been quite a long while since i watched a movie with my friends til today.. million dollar baby with ben don and jm.. story's not bad.. but the flow abit slow.. some will think it's draggy.. i like the ending though.. almost bring me to tears.. well actually if i din watch it with 3 guys i think there'll be less 'tear control' hah..

another 21st birthday chalet this sunday and i'm looking forward to it.. i'll try my best to be there, cos you know when you are invited it's not nice to be absent.. esp when you know he/she will be disappointed.. i dun like to be disappointed, so i try not to disappoint them.. the presents definitely affects my financial status but hey! it's 21st birthday!! some ppl think it's no big deal but i think it is.. heh..

i start wondering how my 21st birthday will be spent.. being in the middle of yr3 sem1.. i doubt i'll have the time for a celebration.. nevertheless i'll feel so so sad if i din have a guest list and party to plan.. of course it'll be great to have others to help if not i think i'll die preparing all the stuff.. heh, sounds like i'm gonna have a chalet too.. i don't know.. i think i'm being idealistic here..

i think the celebration shouldn't be on 1 day only.. if possible, i wanna invite my nygals, 86gang, p6frens, unikakis and pigumaoses! of cos i hope my dear will be with me.. of cos i wan everybody i invite to come!! haha.. i think i will like some party.. you know the kind of sing-song-cut-cake-smash-your-face-into-cake fun.. then mahjong ktv bowling silly games whatever shite.. talk scream shout and have FUN!

like i said, idealistic heh.. if my financial status allows i'll book a chalet and cater food or bbq mayb? i dunno.. i tot of spending it at ktv too.. ha~ i only know it'll be great to have the idea and ppl to execute it.. a surprise party will be a bonus but i ain't gonna expect any i guess.. yy's msn nick says hope is the denial of reality.. so i dun wanna fall and hurt my ass real bad..