Suay things really come in '3s'..

yesterday 7 hours after my hot-n-creamy soup incident.. my over $300 cash got stuck in the cash deposit machine..

the stupid machine had to FLASH the service hotline number on the screen, which makes it dificult to catch the numbers la! what a stupid design.. the number is already bold and in RED color.. why the heck must you still make it flash and flash and flash!!!

i've used the deposit machine for so bloody many times and i have to be so "LUCKY" to have problems with it..

HOW DARE IT EATS UP MY MONEY!!!!!!!!!!!

well well.. so what's the 3rd thing that can be so suay for me???

i tried calling the service hotline.. and one automated reply led me to another and another and another automated reply!!!

STOP WASTING MY TIME AAND HANDPHONE BILL.. I WAN TO FU**ING SPEAK TO THE OPERATOR LAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and when i finally thought i could hear a human response, music starts playing and the stupid automated reply said, "all our officers are currently unavailable, please hold on or try again later..."

i tried 2 times.. which took abt 7minutes.. i gave up.

then monkey called.

HE GOT THROUGH!!!!!!

what is wrong with me? my phone ar? huh? i also pressed the same number as him how come i can't get through huh hmmm huh????

anyhow, the person got my contact number account number ic numebr place of deposit machine, then tel me monday the amount of money will be credited into my account..

good. now i wait for the call..

the '3s' are over.. so means my test tmr i can pass la hor? *sighs*

how unlucky can 1 get?

i have slides to complete, report to finalize, test to study, notes to copy.. by tonight.

and i had to burn my right thumb and index finger approximately 1 hour ago..

not that i 'had' to.. i mean the chunky creamy soup from the western food stall had to 'coat' my fingers due to a little accident?!?! *pout*

now i'm sitting in the-very-cold library numbing my fingers (and yes i'm typing slowly without my most-commonly-used index finger).. waiting for project meeting to start at 3pm..

well, it can be attributed to carelessness, someone else's carelesness, or simply back luck..

i heard bad luck comes in '3s'.. shiat! hopefully it has got nothing to do with my test this morning!

i haven't got burnt or scalded since erm.. sec4? so i got scared abt what will happen to my fingers and i start to remember all the stuff i had to complete and i can't and i started crying.. due to pain also of course!

so embarrassing la!!!! cry in front of project mates! they must have been thinking what a crybaby i am! urgh~!!!!

'nuff said.. i hopr they heal faster.. i wanna do my ppt efficiently with a healthy thumb and index finger!!!

ARGH~~~!!!!!

i wanna kill the idiot who started this stupid reper.exe worm!!!!!

now my thumbdrive is corrupted and i can't reformat it!!!! what the fuck?!?!

and my comp is so slow liaoz!!!

what am i to do without my thumbdrive???? can't save things inside. my projects and ppts and assignments and resumes... all inside leh!?!?!?

damn it!

*breaths hard*

okie.. anyone who knows how to solve this stupid idiot problem of mine?? argh...

i really want to cry very badly.. and monkey too busy to help me..

which makes me feel even worse.. much much worse..

i was on the verge of tears cos my thumbdrive is gone i guess he didn't hear that..

i can't blame him i know. i'm just so upset i feel so helpless, and the one i thought would help me doesn't..

*cries*

saw these lyrics from jj lin's new album..

brought back some memories..

原来最疼痛的表情竟是没有情绪
原来最残忍的画面可以甜言蜜语
我不懂得如何更爱你
影子讽刺地跟着我难分难离
原来最孤单的是我还是那么想你
原来最悲哀的是我不能面对自己
你收的干净
我也会不留一点痕迹

how ironic.. hmm..

a few weeks back.. grace introduced me to this beverage.. kiwi-strawberry fruit juice.. i forgot whether it was supposed to be milk-shaked or not.. but yeah.. turns out it tastes great! ha, at least to me la.. can try can try!

Oh! come.. let me introduce you to my ee-yore *number three* haha.. so soft and so huggable.. it has been with me through the nights when i'm at home.. hehz..

Monkeys! so cute rite?? there are 4 monkeys la.. the last one's on zw's bag.. so nv take photo of it.. ahaha.. soon the family will increase in number!!!

yesterday.. went to national library *finally* for some reserach.. my first time there since it opened!! haha i know i very suaku.. ha.. the library so huge la.. hmmm, nothing much la.. can't take photos, still have to spend 20cents put bags in locker.. argh..

found some ads for my project though.. hahahaha..

then after that went marina to eat.. i had this!

pan-fried macaroni from cafe cartel! yum yum! the serving was huge! i couldn't finish it.. so zw had to help me finish.. haha.. he had pork chop, which i thought was quite normal la..

after dinner.. i was in a shopping mood.. starting to get stressed out with sch.. and i'm gg to be jobless soon.. haiz.. so yalor.. bought these from zara.. couldn't wait till i get my voucher from my uni$ points..

shite.. i look so tired.. my eyes like ghost! the brown top i tried was in M.. but i think it's too lose for me.. so i bought the S size..

poor monkey had to wait for me outside the fitting room while i took my own sweet time trying out tops and taking photos.. hahaha

haha.. now i take photos covering my ugly eyes..

this top i wanted to buy too.. but monkey said i spent too much in a day le.. so haiz.. next time.. when i get my voucher lor..

i also bought another nike dri-fit top.. hahah.. yeah yeah! one more nike to my collection!! i love nike! now now.. next i want a pair of nike running shoes! gotta go running le.. getting flabbier each day!

hmmm, with all that ben and jerry's andersons dreyers down my digestive system.. i told monkey i want a U-Zap to tone up.. hahahahhhahahahhaha..

zap zap tummy zap zap tummy zap zap tummy zap zap tummy zap zap tummy zap zap tummy

zap zap butt zap zap butt zap zap butt zap zap butt zap zap butt zap zap butt

zap zap thighs zap zap thighs zap zap thighs zap zap thighs zap zap thighs zap zap thighs

hahaha..

things that make me have the oh-u-r-so-sweet-i'm-gonna-marry-you feeling.. haha

1. holding my hands tenderly.. this is so vague right, but u noe, u can actually feel it if the guy is jus holding ur hand for the sake of holding.. understand? haha

2. learning how to and fold me a big bottle of something(hearts, stars, etc) and hiding it, make me find it.. it's also sweet if he just shove it to me after he finishes the project.. just to add to the thrill la so can hide..

3. pick me up when i least expect it.. like appearing at my doorstep when i was abt to leave house.. or waiting for me outside my class.. or outside the condo where i teach tuition..

4. cooking a meal for me when i'm all stressed out and lethargic.. doesn't matter what he cooks.. as long as i know he's sincere..

5. taking care of me when i'm sick.. not just asking me to go drink water, pop my panadol and go sleep THROUGH THE PHONE..

6. writing me little notes on post its, rough paper, tissue paper, whatever that he can write on la.. a bonus will be having a chocolate along with the note..

7. letting me fall asleep in his arms.. yes, as simple as that.. but to some it's torturous.. cos the arms go numb wahahaha..

8. giving me one of his t-shirt or jersey(bball i like best!).. i will faithfully wear it when i go sleep hahaha.. i particularly think this gesture is super duper sweet! hehz..

9. bringing me food when i mentioned that i'm hungry but do not have time to grab buy or make some decent food.. i'm a sucker for food.. just feed me well and ya.. hehz..

10. telling me he care for me, loves me, misses me.. especially when he has little time to spend with me.. haiz, i know, i'm such a stupid girl who likes to listen to such sweet nothings..

11. making milo for me when i'm having bad cramps/stomachache.. haha.. i love hot milo when i can't have cold drinks or hot tea!!!

12. bringing me to dinner at a place where i can see the stars, hear some jazz, feel the sea breeze, smell nice food and taste fantastic wine.. you know.. making me feel like i'm the princess, feel like i'm the most fortunate, all the other girls must be so jealous of me.. wahahaha hiakz

13. giving me little pecks when i'm pouting cos i haven't seen him for a long time.. i feel very loved when i receive many little pecks on my cheeks! ahahah

14. peeling prawns, deboning chicken and fish, de-shelling crab for me when i dun feel like getting my hands dirty.. this is really a plus point.. especially hen he doesn't like to even do it for himself.. wahahaha..

15. letting me watch him play his favorite sport.. i love watching him playing basketball.. my eyes will follow his every action and expression.. and it feels good to know that others are looking at him too, but too bad! he's mine!

16. helping me carry my bag when it's realy heavy.. some guys justdon't do it cos he thinks it's a very unmanly thing to do.. i try not to let him cary my bag cos i oso think it doesn't look nice la.. haha

17. writing a song just for me.. and singing it for me while playing a guitar.. fwah! i think this one only in my dreams ar.. hahaha..

18. sending me songs (that describe our story) once in a while.. it's a different way of expressing his love and i love it.. it's such a romantic thing to do wahahah..

19. giving me a big hug and say "everything will be fine with me around" when i'm in distress.. man, the sense of security is crucial!! the assurance that he'll takecare of you no matter what..

20. driving me around, to places where i want to go, like drive me to town to shop, thenlater come pick me up.. okieokie this is getting abit overboard.. can't do this unless he's filthy rich.. hahaha

21. proposing to me in the most romantic wat possible.. like getting a jet to fly with exhaust spelling out marry me? erm.. rom in paris? eh.. a nationwide broadcast? haha i'm kidding la..

as long as he makes me feel he can't live without me, i'm themost important woman in his life, he wanna spend the rest of his life taking care of me.. aaawwwwwww~ who dun wan to find such a man???

these are what i can think of so far.. and perhaps the most salient.. or is it accessible from my memory? *giggles*

yesterday went yh's place see baby cheryl!!!!

she's so adorable!! eyes so big!! haha..

no pictures.. cos in my handphone and the bloody hp cable costs $88..

plus i forgot to bring my camera there.. urgh!

oh ya i was talking abt baby.. she's really adorable.. i wan to bring her home! hahahah i wanna go see her soon and take many many photos of her!! i wan to bring her out and tell everyone she's my daughter!! hha i think i'm crazy..

i wan to have my own daughter.. can doll her up, bring her out, teach her how to speak read and write! teach her how to call 'papa' and 'mama'.. haha.. i wan to be pretty pretty young mummy!

haiz.. okie i wake up le la..

*boo*

back to study..

i love my sister!!!

she's cooking dinner for me.. wahahahahahahaaahha

so nice.. finally i dun have to cook for her le.. now she knows how to cook..

see, we have good training! we can cook.. hahaha

i only have one sister leh..

dun love her.. then love who?