jus back from supper with jasc n victor..

swollen left big toe all thanks to daniar gongz gongz open the door into me at far east burger king.. stupid melvin still laugh at me..
now how to go mambo with my big fat toe? *mumbles frustration*
must let my fat toe heal! *rubs the big blue black on big fat toe*

rag meeting later at 10am.. jialat.. panda revives later.. now concuss *ZzzZZzzz*

it's almost impossible for me to have enough of ignite foc 2004.. the group of ppl i work with as the main com.. (delvin yingyin kelvin yonghui kaweng angeline huiying yap meow coreen adel grace edmund zengwee mark shirlin irza gerald christine wendy) they're the best grp i've worked with so far.. definitely treasured the times spent together.. i have to agree with them that if there's such an award as best main com we'll win it hands down! as much as we were tired from the camp, we enjoyed it.. i enjoyed the camp so much i wished foc was longer! well, except for the missing my bed at home and sleeping part la.. hee.. certainly hope the frenship don jus stop here with foc.. so glad to haf new shopping bitching ktv mambo kakis! woohoo.. and of cos i won leave buggy out of da gang! *winkz*

210604 - day zero
being da mountain turtle whom haven stayed in hostel before.. it was pretty exciting to have da chance to have a room in kent ridge hall to myself for 5 days 4 nights.. tho i don spend much time in it since there's hardly enought time to slp.. *keke* i still felt good abt it! muahahahaha.. the hr i checked into kr.. i unpacked all my belongings into the cupboard and drawers... hee.. left my empty bag in one of da shelves! cheap thrill la.. but i like it anyway! then started checking out who're my neighbours! grace's to my left and huiying's to my right.. yh & angeline opp me! 1st day nothing much.. packing goodie bags, updating namelist, touching up fright night route.. dinner.. and then otot.. me and yh decorated the gals names on half a4 paper to pin outside their rooms! nicey.. haha.. not very shou2 with da gang yet so din join their mahjong euro supper wateva.. haha.. went to wendy's room gossip abit w yonghui yap christine wendy kaweng instead.. hee.. i think i slept about 1plus am if my memory din fail me.. counted money i haf with me before i concussed.. count til i so blur.. got about 5k with me then.. *wow*

220604 - ignite day 1
woke up at 630am w/o problem.. had breakfast and reached hss auditorium by 745 in main com polo tee.. waiting for councillors and freshmen to arrive.. took main com photoS! some stupid ppl last minute pull out.. some last minute join in.. really pissed me off.. caused trouble for yh and huiying..cos of sp nite arrangements.. haiyoweiar.. mingled abit with my og nitrar.. set off for campus hunt at 10am! lunch at src pool sucks... when i open the pack.. only see yellow and white color.. see liao oso sianz.. how to eat? *argh* the rice with daogay and fish and i forgot wat puts me off.. anyway the afternoon pool games was alrite.. quite fun.. took pictures as well! heeee.. the highlight of day day was fright nite and slide!!! thou abit rush.. hee.. took pictures in my horrendous makeup.. still waiting for them to b sent to me!! a pity the lift broke down.. but not bad lar.. managed to scare even main com members with my make up and hair and red clothing.. hee.. i guess the touch up by huangzhen was good! by the end of scaring ppl cum feeding mosquitoes session.. i had a real hard time getting the mascara on eyelids and lipstick on face off!! had a simple but nice supper at rag side thanks to robin da zhu tou! concussed at 3plus am after shower..

230604 - sentosa day2
struggled to wake up at 630am.. mistook the alarm for sms tone, fell aslp again.. dreamt tt i was brushing teeth washing face getting ready to rise and shine.. suddenly woke up to find myself still in bed.. hur~ *gongz gongz* wore da main com singlet.. brought along my cap! yeah.. haha.. silly.. took the last bus to sentosa.. crapped along the way with irza zengwee and yh.. so fun suaning them! had shirlin to carry my 'expensive' pouch jus in case i get wet at sentosa.. since the ogs have to collect all the main com members' signature after guessing the senior secret qns.. we can make them do wateva we want before signing.. *evil grin* i made breazom sing the buggy cheer to edmund.. iria to have kevin do striptease on video in the water.. zireo to dunk zengwee 2 times.. another og i forgot which to dunk edmund.. muahahaha.. haiz, but of cos i got dunked by zireo after i signed theirs.. all thanks to our nanny zengwee.. *&*(^&%^&*%^* i had so much fun laughing at the cross dressing of the 'dress the bikini babe' game i almost choked on my own saliva... despite being swung into the water.. i had fun esp at nite.. teasing the sp couples.. taking photos with them w/o them knowing.. hee! then it was supper at fong seng with del yy coreen grace edmund zengwee kel yh.. by the time everything was over.. fell aslp instantly abt 2plus am..

240604 - IFG champs~! day3
had mark knocking on my door to wake me up at 7am.. answers the door.. closed the door.. pom.. fell back on the bed to slp.. startled up 15mins later.. rushed preparation then breakfast.. for the first time in history.. bizad won the Inter-fac games against science and engine fac!!! wow!! haha.. sth definitely worth cheering and remembering eh? 3 cheers to our coah gerald!! the mass dance later on was funny.. erm.. i mean enjoyable lar.. to have irza as my dance partner according to him was my fortune *bleahz*.. we kept catching glimpses at correen and gerald, adel and zengwee.. time to time shaking our heads.. *poor coreen and adel* haha.. kiddinz lar.. towards the end.. we went right to the back of the hall.. to take a look at the whole lot dancing.. so interesting.. we saw some couples switching over.. guys dancing the gers' part and the gers dancing the guys' part! hahaha.. then picking up of sps.. poor guys.. doing pole dancing.. singing love songs.. striping.. blabla.. just to pleasure the seniors before they get to pick up their gal.. hurhur.. buffet dinner at europa was the best ever throughout the camp hee.. the programmes were alrite.. funny seeing the freshmen kena teased.. the music afterwards cant really make it i must say.. not shiok ar.. oh ya how can i miss out our dear coach gerald's performance? 3 beer and 2 shots for 4hrs of entertainmentpole dancing inclusive!! harhar.. makes me wonder he got possessed in the day or at night?? a few freshies and councillors got high and wild.. hurm.. but turns out everything's fine lar.. *phew* went back to hall.. rested and gathered at rag side at 230am for cheer fight practice.. totally shagged.. barely rest for half hour!!! &*()^&%%^&#$&^&*(.. rite.. i must bitch about this freshmen.. kept complaining that we wont haf good feedback for this wake up at 330am and jog thingy.. shouldnt ask them to wake up after chionging.. like army like tt so stupid blablabla.. say wat if he get into mc he'll cut this tradition.. asshole.. i don think he'll haf the chance to get into the mc ever!!! u think we seniors don need to slp so fun wake up and practice then run with u all argh??? urgh.. *pui* finally after everything.. bathed and slept at 645am..

250604 - break camp day4
rise and don shine anymore 8am.. super nuaded at breakfast table in kr dining hall.. slowly sashayed to hss auditorium.. watched og performance.. laughed at silly freshies.. discussed winners for various prizes.. gave prizes.. tadah! break camp.. then take photos and take photos and take photos!!!! nice pretty fotos.. silly fotos.. scary fotos.. u name it.. we haf it!! ahhahahahaha take pictures and take pictures and take pictures.. woohoo!!!!!!!! then lunch.. then pack logistics.. then home sweet home to concuss!!!!

feel lost after this foc.. like worked hard for it then so fast end liao. now wake up oso dunno wat to do.. most importantly i miss the foc ppl! main com ppl and ppl like val weiherng larry bel weisheng... they're so fun to be with!! certainly hope to see them soon!! looking forward to da ktv and mambo session the coming wed!! *weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee*

mambo last night w da gals qian jasc yonghui was just there.. phuture was packed as usual.. zouk dance floor surprisingly not alot of ppl.. met quite a number of friends tho.. *hee* i din get high from the drinks.. got high when i saw edison chen at members' bar instead.. okie.. i'm suaku.. starstruck.. wateva.. i actually see edison!!! can you believe it?!?!??!! we were less than half a metre infront of him! thanks to joseph *harhar* he came telling me edison and louis koo inside members so he brought us in to see him.. then his friend(i donno e name) who supposedly knows edison pat on edison's shoulder, pointed to me and said i'm his friend *swoons* so yeah he said hi to me!!!!! i spoke to him!!!!!!!!! i almost went crazy then.. *wow*

well, life has certainly not been easy for me this past year.. and i appreciate your concern.. meanwhile i'm getting better i hope, with my things settled here and there.. what can i say man.. i'm still as lively and bubbly.. not forgetting loving to 'suan' you lar.. i just hate growing up.. realising there's more and more responsibilities, seeing more sides of people, or so-called widening my horizons? i've definitely changed, that's for sure but for the better or worse.. i'm still figuring it out.. *shrugs* though we hardly keep in contact ever since you enlist.. but i always tot the phone conversations once in a while were comforting for me to know you are still there.. listening to me.. by the way you seem to be alot alot alot others' 'consultant' eh? *keke* and yar.. i've been tied down with sch stuff.. foc and rag.. so i hardly find the time to meet up with friends(tho i do try to make it to mambo every wed since hols started).. even if i haf time i wanna slp first.. if not go out i tired oso not fun right.. yeah.. by the way u ord-ing soon and gg to ntu pian4 all the young pretty girls liao lo.. muahahahaha.. after my busy season and ur's.. go for dinner or sth k?

my uni friends all(okie almost all) says i'm chiongster.. i agree.. but only for the hols.. anyway i only club more often this hols.. last time only go sch bashes once in a while wat.. haiyoyo.. once sch start i will be nerd liao wor.. jus wanna enjoy now lar.. when i'm still able to.. just go with friends, dance to the music.. except hating the cigarrettes smoke, some guys who do things i dont like.. the rest i'm fine with.. not all ppl who chiong are bad ppl.. i'm so glad my parents understand.. come to think of it i've got alot of freedom eh.. my parents are fine with me gg club as long as i take care of myself.. even if i reach home in the weee hours from supper or ktv they oso don scold.. still ask me how come friends never come my place gamble mahjong play cards blablabla.. my mum even asks me on wed ans sat nights when i'm at home how come i never go out.. haiyo.. i'm happy with this lar.. can't imagine if they keep nagging at me giving me curfews and all.. i'll go crazy lor.. haha

right.. foc's coming soon soon! i'll be away in sch for 5 days! so fun.. never stay in hostel before.. except the slpovers @ waiying's last sem.. hurm.. but guess we'll all be worn out sia.. *hmmm*

from last night's ktv at paradiz's kbox with qian jasc jason daniar melvin to today's girls' medical checkup and foc logistics then dinner and shopping at bugis.. i'm almost dead.. slept for barely 3hrs only to wake up with an upset stomach.. urgh~ felt rather deprived tt i had to leave my computer 'growing dust' for a few days since i was busy with rag and foc stuff.. so here i am.. die die an entry before my foc camp next week..

oh.. on a happier note.. i bought a white top $19 from double index and a red op tshirt $19 from seiyu.. as u can see.. i keep side tracking from the list of things i wanna buy! argh.. saw this white jacket in converse tho... but still kiv lar.. tmr i shall go on my bikini hunt since i've all along wanted one.. hopefully the trip tmr will be fruitful wor.. no no.. MUST be fruitful.. cos i wun haf time to shop before foc le.. keke..

too tired for now to continue.. wil be back.. there's so many things i wanna say!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

meanwhile.. *weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee* iGnIte tHE biZaD sPiRiT!!!

watched the best bet at jubilee this evening.. i jus lurve those rhyming hokkien conversations.. hee.. the movie was alrite lar.. the interesting dialouge really amuses me.. muahahahaha..

took a cab home after 10pm.. i've never met such a young and considerate(not to mention good-looking) driver.. the moment i buckled my seat belt, he asked if the aircon temperature was alright for me.. if too warm or cold just tell him he can adjust it.. then barely 3 mins later he asked if the radio station was to my preference.. *wow* he switched from 933fm to power 98 tho i mentioned i was fine with it.. then i called puiee.. he kindly turned the radio off for me to use the phone.. after i ended my conversation on the phone, he told me he took the longer route after asking me usually which way i go by.. he apologised saying he just started driving taxi for 2 weeks.. tho the fare was $14 on his meter.. he insisted on me paying the usual fare which was $11.. *amazed* he stil told me to be careful on my way up.. saw me walk to my block then drove away.. this is like so so rare isn't it? har.. what can i say? damn.. forgot to ask for his name.. *winkz*


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happie birthday puiee~~~~!!!!!!!

i had a gggRRRrrreEeeeEaaaAaaAAAttt time with pui nel qian yongling! went to sing at orchard party world.. then shopped abit before proceeding to glass house's fish and co for dinner.. i actually finished a whole seafood platter for 1 alone! wow.. must be pms.. hee.. the complementary ice cream brownie for pui da bday ger taste so good! yummy.. i swear i could have at least 5 of them at one go! *yumyum*

i must say i really enjoyed taking photos with the gals! snapping away with their digicams, making silly faces.. acting cute and blur.. harhar.. it was fun fun and fun! hee.. shall go buy my bikini soon.. i wanna bathe in da sun... sentosa.. here i come! *woooooooooooooooooooooooo* oh yes... i badly so so so so badly wanna shop!!!!!!!!! so many things on my desire list.. argh... *roll abt*

looking forward to my harry potter movie with huiting qunen yekai at shaw plaza on thursday!! muahahahah.. i surely cant miss this yearly routine! *grinz*

happie birthday to valerie~!

just checked my sch account email.. the arts canteen's gg to change tender.. i wonder if the food wil be as tasty..

i've said things i regretted.. i've done things i shouldn't.. i've even lost part of my memories.. i did not heed the signal of my red red gg to be infected left eye..
i felt utterly terrible the next day.. my stomach almost left my body.. my system almost stopped functioning.. i've never felt so terrible..
to look on the bright side, there's always a first time.. to be frank however.. i'm just a bitch.. the metamorphosis is appalling.. overwhelming.. i'd better discontinue with all these nonsense.. i really don't know what got into me.. perhaps it's the little things that i held on to too tightly.. you know smtimes when there's no avenue to ventilate the accumulated frustrations..and then there's this thing abt you know ur frens' negative reactions when u tell them abt it.. in my view there's no point in voicing out anything anymore..why spoil the mood and feel worse in trying to figure a way out with stubborn ppl? why bother to approach someone knowing u'll be slapped right in the face?
the obviously-got-comments(harsh ones too) 'no comments' doesn't help at all.. we all know giving comments is easy, ultimately being in the situation yourself is totally different.. not to mention we work around our own principles..
i'm beginning to wonder maybe i can comprehend what one of my friends went through then.. it's definitely a terrible feeling.. stressful too.. cos u can't speak of the situatio freely to them.. only it's tougher for her.. at least my family's fine with the situation over the span of half a year.. i'm happy, as long as the friends' part is shut off.. maybe that's y she did it then..
i'm appreciative tho.. tt i have friends who are concerned.. tho along the way unhappy things happended.. saying so many sorry oso no use since wat is done is done.. but still thanks alot for the thought and offer.. for the sms-es and calls to check if i'm okie.. for the follow up that hit me rather hard.. for the multiple 'am i feeling better' msgs.. really.. *sooompa*
I AM SO APOLOGETIC TO THE GALS.. PAISEH.. DONNO WAT ELSE TO SAY LE LA..
i may sound like a spoilt brat, self-centered bitch ranting abt the happenings.. but i thought tis may well be the only way i let my emotions run.. words and actions contradict at times.. this is my blog.. my way of releasing the raging emotional particles inside me where i cant do it well otherwise.. stop asking me what happened and who i am talking about or other related qns.. pls wake up ur idea lar.. if i want it or he or she to be known i'd have done so now..

on a lighter note.. i'm looking ofrward to the harry potter trip w my cousins next week.. a yearly routine! *hee*

oh yea, met up with liling nellie qianyu yongling jasc yest.. had dinner at kfc then yak and talk all the way.. it was nice sitting around and catching up with one another.. shall go on a sentosa trip soon yeah!


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