" monkey: reaching home soon..
bee: still in office, gonna stay late late -_-"
monkey: don't be sad dear dear.. monkey loves u.. will earn more money so that u no need to work!
bee: hee, ok! haha.. "
... the one.
the urge to re-look at what i want in life is increasing.. 3rd year into the job.. life plans start rolling in.. new house.. marriage.. family.. etc. at this point in time i can't seem to find the balance in life. you know.. the work-life balance.. and that probably is why i want to take a step back, and look at it again..
work.. i can see myself in the industry.. i'm eager to learn.. i know it. but is it what i want? truth is, as by buddies will know, i'm not the ambitious career woman by heart.. i want to have my own family.. and maybe a small side business.. we'll see. i told myself to stay for a few years, at least until i settle down.. but i dislike that i don't have me-time NOW. which is what i need, before going into the we-time. sometimes i think maybe the 9-5 govt job will suit me just fine, but monkey thinks otherwise.. i duno, but a routine will allow more me-time right?
i'm starting to hate my work more that i like it.. and this is definitely not a spur of the moment. i've been thinking, just no time to pen it or speak of it..
i'll give it another shot. and i'll see how.
on a sidenote, i was hurt when friends say i'm boxim, for not turning up at gatherings.. it's hard to make everyone understand why i can't be there, or why i'm so occupied with work.. sometimes i wished to be irresponsible (either at or outside work)..
looking forward to 20 Dec 2008, the long-waited Japan trip.. oh man, can't wait for it to be here!
Long queue at natas fair when we reach like 1030, cant believe it.. bottle neck at the ticketing booth lar, the whole exhibition hall was hardly occupied manz.. anyhow, after a whole 15-20min wait we finally got inside, visited the booths, signed the pkg, lucky draw(not lucky lar).. and go home..
we then packed our attires, went to vivo to meet matt & sm for badminton! now my butt's aching.. it was good workout, and then good meal after the exercise..
what's after the meal? no prize for the right guess.. haha *hint: pong! gang! dasanyuan!*