never really have preference for the word ' sorry'..
don't like it when 'sorry' is used without comprehension of the reason being used..

but i'm sorry i'm in such a bad mood.. it's selfish to blame it on pms so i won't..
i guess my mind's not functioning properly.. too much for me at the moment perhaps..
too much for a worrier who messed up abit with her expectations..

i just didn't think you'll step out of my life this way.. leaving me with guilt i don't even comprehend.. i told you never to doubt my words.. you chose not to regard them.
i thought it was pretty hypocritical to remind me of the past.. to speak of what you claim inappropriate basis of break up.. to place high hopes that i'll return..
when i've already moved on with my life..
i did not assume.. i trusted your words.. to be happy for me, to be there for me as a friend..
only to realise the meagre amount of truth in it.. when you decided to act opposing to what you said..
i figured perhaps you did not mean what you said or did.. your emotions got the better of you.. but in any case hating me makes you feel better.. go ahead..
if my smiles make you cry.. if my happiness aches your heart.. if seeing us aggrieves you.. leave.
it's nothing.. i'm just disappointed.. utterly thwarted you left this way..

but then again.. thanks for being part of my story.. you taught me in an ingenious way how to be a better person.. you showed me how wonderful it is to be loved.. you allowed me to seek for what i want and to solicit.. you gave me the chance to know i have to move on..
you made me realise how much i want to treasure my current relationship.. how much i like him and still falling for him.. wishing he's feeling the same..

You're Element is Light. You are friendly, happy,
social, bubbly, and can brighten up any one's
day. You are very kind and a real people person
because you have several friends (or atleast
should). You're cheery nature makes you lovable
and your stunning looks are sweet and stand
out.

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caught abit of singapore idol earlier on.. tot the judges were trying too hard to be mean.. anyhow, i admire the contestants' courage..

I've had my share of life's ups and downs,
but fates been kind the downs have been few..
I guess you could say I've been lucky,
Or I guess you could say that it's all because of you..
If anyone, should ever write my life story,
for whatever reason there might be,
you'd be there between each line of pain and glory,
cos your the best thing that ever happened to me..


Cocktail

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my my, can't believe i haven been online for so long my tag-board's 'out of order'.. keke
well, rag camp's finally over! what can i say? bizad's the best.. winning all 9 shields for faculty and clubs category.. visit the link for rag photos! www.bschool.nus.edu.sg/gallery/Rag04
guess we were all so ecstatic yet relieved.. and i do miss those tiring days making our plague and 2 totem poles, sleeping in the hss audi, bathing at src toilets.. it's a really good bonding session with seniors and juniors.. have been listening to gossips.. some of ppl i don even know of hur~ ah yes.. of cos i do miss the times i get 'high' over little little things hee.. the initial disappointment proves to be superfluous.. and i'm a happy person! i really cant put how i feel in words.. perhaps a bit of varying emotions here and there.. really glad, worried oso.. i may appear nonchalant, who knows the little worm's scampering within me eh.. nevertheless life goes on and hopefully thigs wil go on fine.. *smilez* thanks for entering my life and making each day a happy one with infinite care, concern blablabla.. *winkz*

so looking forward to meet up with the gals! haven seen them in ages! haven seen many ppl in ages la.. so sorry ppl.. stuck in rag camp mar.. now tt sch term start le.. i'll try okie! die die oso must meet u all! esp ny babes, pigumaoses.. ah bing! and yes.. 86 pals.. dinner some time eh? rite.. i should be on my way to meet jasc le.. o_0