argh!?!?!?!?! i'm at urm... sengkang? seletar? aiya.. somewhere along these places la wahahaha..

still the same.. watch ppl play mahjong or entertain myself blogging away and reading ppl's blog..

monkey's case for tuesday is too heavy for my puny brain hehz.. too lazy to read and digest and help.. lalala.. slacking is good!!

just now went for a GOOD dinner! wahahah shall update when i upload the photos soon..

another nite without sleep.. and i haven't prepare for monkey's birthday on monday.. *pulls hair*

wat a fun day out shopping in town!!! hahahaha...

and since i've got all the photos.. i shall show them all!!!!

jasc and her BIG BIG earring.. wahahahahz and her pink pink necklace.. and her butterfly clips!~ accessories are never enuff!


getting all cranky at scotts coffebean.. after ice blended mocha and chicago cheese cake.. we bought a ring each (mine's the butterfly!) and bangles that happens to tell time (no no no !! i insist it's not a watch!) wahahahahahahahahaha


and here's the typical xi3 nu4 ai1 le4~! wahahahaha


i act blur.. then she act blur.. then we both become blur!!! hahaha


random random shots after that.. hmmm, i lazy to go into details.. but it was so so fun la!! wahahahahahaha

would you do what is right or what she wants?

sometimes you should just step into her shoes and understand.. or at least try to understand what she really wants.. not everything is built on material.. while it is true that practicality is a virtue, learning and giving what she wants is a gift.

and i thought it's natural you would try to understand what she wants if you love her..

you chose to do what is right? who determines what is right then? you? she? your parents? the society?

wouldn't life be boring if each single being has to abide and do what is right? will u be happy? would SHE be happy?

i tell you.. knowing what she wants is RIGHT too.. perhaps you don't think so.. and i feel sad for her.

guys.. i have nothing more better to say..

demoralised.

how many times does he/she make you lose confidence in things you do or want to do?

how long does he/she takes to realise what he/she says or does hurt your feelings?

and how hard does he/she try to make it up to you?

the slightest things are usually overlooked.. yet these are the things that lay the foundation for opportunities to erupt later..

to abide or to deviate..

if the decision is to abide but with grudges, might as well deviate.. or at least that's wat i think la..

hur~

but i just tot that the feeling of losing confidence in even the slightest thing such as entertainment is plain stupidity..

yet i can't deny the damage is done as much as i hate to admit..

and i only admit now when i lost confidence a long time ago..

i'm still not happy perhaps (yeah i'm petty wateva) but i sort of can't be bothered to pursue anymore..

it's tiring..

end of story.

my oh my.. in exactly a week, i'll be free!!! free to enjoy my holidays.. go sing ktv, shopping, eat and eat and eat!!

anyhow, was lookingthrough friendster messages, since i haven't cleared the mailbox so like erm many many months? haha

and i realised there're so many irritating/boring/loserish weird messages that strangers send.. i didn't reply the messages.. i don't think it's impolite.. it's just that i don't see the need to reply.. no reply means i dun wan to be friends with you lo.. it's not really my style to know someone this way.. at least for now..

can't stop laughing at some of the messages la.. too bad most of them i delete le.. here's the more recent ones.. like within the last month? hahahahahaha *lol*

"Hai,i just pass by and drop down some message
for you.Hope u dont mind.I am xxxxxx here and i
wish you happy new year and all the best to my
friends.See ya"

ha i don't remember why i bothered to keep this message.. guess i missed it while i cleared my mailbox the previous time round.. of course i dun mind u leaving message, if u think u have nothing better to do.. haha

"hi , i am xxxxxxx currently 26 yr old . i am easy
going and out going guy. i like swimming, bowling,
caneoing, pool,cars , movie ,music, beach ,etc.
can i be one of yr friends within yr circle of
friends?.
this is my email add :
xxx@xxxxxx
hope to hear from u soon and have a good night
rest."

i thought this one's very irc.. gives me the back-to-sec-sch days when i'll hog on to a terminal in computer lab chatting with ppl i duno.. haha.. and the conversation goes something like this if it's netween 2 persons of the opposite sex..

A: intro?
B: 14/f/sg, U?
A: 18/m/sg
A: hobbies?
(blablabla continue askin whole loads like where u study, attached or not, stays in which area, exchange phone number... etc)

if a guy happens to find himself chatting with a guy (same for gals), most likely the conversation ends as soon as u find out the person is not of the opposite sex.. haiz.. -_-"

"hey there, hows ur dae?luv to go mambo night too,
u look great in the pic, care fer an intro? erm wan
to be friends? remember to add me k!"

there's nothing much i can relate to this, except for the fact that he likes mambo night too hur~ what is it with the "remember to add u"? i'm not obliged right? #%@&^(#$

"halo
my name is xxx 24/m
like to make friend wif u
hope u dun mind
if can pls give me ur MSN email ok
thanx
hope to c u soon
take care"

uh uh.. this one's a little too 'generic' haha.. how should i put this.. perhaps this guy has a 'template' to copy paste and send to thousands and millions of pretty girls(or those he thinks are pretty enough).. hope to see soon? u mean online rite? hmmm, not in the near/far future.. hee

"hi there...was juz buzzing ard like a crazy bee
returning frm a sting job n bump into ur profile..u
seem to hav a dwn to earth intersting charming
persona.would love to chat up,its already a tiny
wrld we live it n d more frens d merrier i would
say.well hope u ain't gonna just say one of them
dull everyday common ...just add me kinda
senario....where u never u know d person but
simply add them on haha..can't blame anyone
much ,its juz i guess d cyberage philosophy
nowadays haha.well would really be nice if u could
drop a few lines n love to chat up abt anything from
d sun to wherever.can also juz mesh up at my msn
messenger at xxxxxxxxx@hotmail.com....watever u
have a cheery wacky fun week ahead...cheerios...
(","

ha! this one's pretty interesting i wuld say (no no no, not because there's 'crazy bee').. or is it?!?! *sheepish grinz* more sincerity in this one, but still, i give benefit of the doubt that it's a 'template' once again.. though a more 'witty' one i'd say muahahha..

"Well then, so how is the grass on your side of the
country? Good I hope? For me , I am ok I guess
but my grass could sure use a bit of watering right
about nowin other words, things could be better.
But enough about methis message is about
youyeslike the princess in a fairy tale or a
character in one of those mostly lame but
sometimes interesting channel 8 dramas

Being a chef, there are the invisible tastes that one
must capture and then enhance. For examplea
raw carrotplain, usually no one would really
fancy the taste of thats just the way it isBUT!
did you know a carrot has an inherit sweetness?
Yes, boys and girls! Boil it in hot water long
enough and take a bite and you will find that it
taste just like candy Now you must be thinking
to yourself, what is this amazing guy (haha
added the amazing just for the comedic factor, so
lets all laugh together now HAHA! :P) talking
about? What do I and a carrot have to do with any
of this?

Well it is simpleI would like to see your inherent
sweetness, be it a sweet, sour or bitter or even
spicy in flavor remains to be known. And the
means to bring out that flavor you ask? Well, by no
means am I going to boil you in hot waterunless
we are talking about you in a JacuzzihmmmI
seem to be sidetracking(*shakes head*) k
anyways I will be trying to bring out your flavor over
a coffee sessionI always think that a coffee
session is the best way to know a person better,
the nice atmosphere, a nice drink (does not need
to be coffee if you dun take coffee as I don`t take
coffee :P ) and most importantlygood
conversationah yes the feeling of laughing and
talking the hours awayit is like a mental
orgasm

My my I seem to be rambling awayanyways
my friendster email is xxxxx@yahoo.com
and msnxxxxxx@hotmail.com it will be my
pleasure for you to add me, and may I ask where
that pic in your gallery was taken? Anyways sms
me sometime, exchange hp? xxxxx xxxxx
lets talk sometime? :P i do think that you would
enjoy good conversation so...a coffee I sense? :)"

did you bother to finish every single word this guy wrote above??? i didn't the first time round.. only read it like erm, when i copied it here.. very interesting personality, incorporating his career in his erm, description? haha.. not very good for first impression though.. too long le la! and yeah.. ramblings!! rambling's not something u do as an introduction i guess? hurm..

"hmmmmmm...........your pic kinda caught my eye
and i'm keen to know u.. to be honest, i think you look
really fine, so if u're vivacious and
spontaneous and prefer being with "older"
guys....haha!, pls reply or sms me at xxxxxxxx
and we can explore the possibilites ya ***wink***"

of all messages i received so far.. this is the worst. hmmm, totally puts me off. that's it. what the hell is this guy trying to do? i'm not being too sensitive am i? initially i thought so, until he sent the second message which was erm, much more explicit (so cannot put here).. and my gosh, what does 'you look really fine' means huh hmmm huh? *cross*

in case u are wondering i reject almost (i think all in fact) all of such invitations cos these guys' looks are below average, u are wrong.. some are pretty good looking with an interesting career/personality, but too bad this is not my style la.. or for that matter i'm not in the mood and have no time to bother with all these at this moment..

but then again.. the different styles of getting to know someone through friendster's pretty interesting for a little laugh ba..

jay's new album is very nice leh!! haha.. at least to me la.. some may think that the songs are similar to theprevious album.. but i thought this time round the songs are better.. his singing oso improve le.. as in his articulation of the lyrics la.. hehz.. gonna K his songs in ktv after exams pheweet!


stef's perfect day not very nice la.. erm.. should say it's not to my preference la.. only like i think about 2 songs out of the 10.. hmmm.. waiting to get Cheer's and Mayday cds.. tralalalala..

how come i'm like in holiday mood.. still got time to listen to songs?

a form of destress.. listening to songs while i'm on the bus (since i've snatched the mp3 player from monkey).. while i'm typing report.. while i'm generating ideas for promo campaign.. while i'm reading magazines..

now i only have time to watch commercials and look at print ads.. wahahaha, to garner inspiration for my projects.. so fun.. and i've just seen some of christine's friend's ads.. really cool lor.. esp the dethol ads.. if only i have such creative brain juices.. *hold my head and shakes it like trying to get the last dollar-coin out of a piggy bank*

and i just learned that mass com students must learn photoshop!! this may sound suakoo.. i wan to learn too!! learn how to use all the functions!!! not just cut crop paste superimpose!!!! argh.. see if can get any tips from friends ba.. i wan to learn flash oso!! who know how to use ar?? tell me tell me come teach me!! okieokie??? haha..

getting all cranky here.. better stop now..