watched the last samurai a few hours ago.. roughly 2.5 hour show.. coolz, tom cruise is so so so charming!!!! hehz.. alrite alrite, i'm supposed to comment on the movie.. not him eh.. well, think it's not bad lar.. action is there (war and fighting scenes were good!), a few scenes were rather touching.. though i tot the ending was a lil bit too draggy.. yep, tt's abt it for my comments.. u guys should go catch it in the cinemas.. samurais are so so cool... *keke*

jus had a quarrel with him.. like qianyu said, i regret saying what i told her this afternoon while we were on nel's car... this just had to happen on the same day, or the next in fact(since after 12am) eh? i owas hate to quarrel, cos it aches to say harsh things abt him to him, it hurts to have him feel upset. the last thing i wan to do is to jeopardize our relationship.. however i feel the need to convey my tots if possible the hard way to make him comprehend..

gosh, i feel so bad to hung up on him.. but at the same time i'm disappointed with his response.. *contradiction* i just hope things will turn out fine ultimately.. i'm not saint, so can't predict.. *shrugs*

oopsie.. haven been updating much recently... well, perhaps i've got no time.. busy with quite a number of things this festive season.. realised how much junks i have after packing my stuff.. *wow*
more importantly, i think i'm dumbfounded, or at lost about things that happened around me... not sure where to start but certainly tough to convey through words.. *scratchs head*

part of me concurs that i've progressed, that i'm pleased with whom and what i'm blessed with..
yet another part of me swayed at the flood back of sentiment..
unaware of the aching of the mutilated mark, this side of me acquired the assurance onced rummaged..
i'm anesthetized instead of feeling elated at the discovery..
which seems puzzling to me since i deem restoration of faith fulfilled..

to append the circumstances, further incidents weathered my gratification..
silence ain't golden afterall.. tranquility doesn't speak of harmony.. another lesson to be learnt positively..
probably due to verity, the requisite of anxiety discontinues..
perhaps because of scarcity, the alternative has to be taken..
maybe the ultimate incentive is within, in anticipation of erupting at it's most apposite..

"To fall in love is easy, even to remain in it is not difficult; our human loneliness is cause enough. But it is a hard quest worth making to find a comrade through whose steady presence one becomes steadily the person one desires to be."

jus how 'lucky' can i get this year? apparently very very 'lucky'.. start if 2004.. no games and xiong xiong exercise for at least a month.. continue with medication.. perhaps need to make braces for my back.. *prays hard hope dun need to* walk, stand and walk with the constant bit of pain.. bleahz.. the best thing is now i haf to take extra care of my ankle as well as back.. jus like the saying 'trouble no single travel'.. blabla..

happy new year! welcome 2004! hehz.. oh well, as of today, i've been at home, or to the doctor for 10 days! oh my goodness, can you believe it? i can't believe it takes so blardie long for my ankle to get back to shape.. it's really too much for me to be stuck at home for the last week of my holidays! humph.. wat a thing to happen! can't go countdown, can't go gathering, can't go meet friends, can't go help occ.. what the f**k.. i've bored to death sia.. though got vcds to accompany me..
to my ankle: can u please be more zheng1 qi4 and get well? i know it's not easy.. sorrie i hurt u over and over over these few years.. you guai guai get well okie? then i'll take good good care of ya.. *soompaa!*
okieokie.. can't take this anymore.. good thing is scool's reopening!!!! leture starts tuesday!! yeah.. wait! gosh.. sudenlili remembers the amount of steps in bizad.. *faintz*