but later u still wan to go out with ---
okie lo then i rot at hm
okie.. u go lo..
dear.. i go out with --- or not really matters tt much to u??
i dun like u go out wif --- la.... anyway juz go la
y dun like?
juz dun like lor..
really nothing wan u dun believe.. let --- tell u in person wil u be better? dear dear i only love u leh.. i see the future when i'm with u.. not other ppl..
nvm la.. no need tell me in person
dear u dun trust me issit?
trust u.. nothing la.. trust u la..

haha i used to listen and really not go out with ppl.. but now holidays leh.. then i dun wan to rot at hm.. some more i once told my friend there's quite alot of 'dates' i rejected cos of monkey.. not on his demand but cos i tot i should think of his feelings la.. esp when i'm unsure of somethings..

then now.. i'm very clear of how i feel leh.. clubbing aint fun anymore cos every hour i'm sober to answer calls.. clubbing is fun cos of the company though.. gg out for dinners with friends i think it's okie.. as long as he trusts me.. i dun wan to use this as an excuse when we quarrel.. as in saying i take too much of his time and i should give him his time while i'm here rotting at hm when he says he dun like me go out with --- or --- or ---...

he always say just go la.. but he sure dun feel good abt it.. asking me to go out w my friends dunno issit becos he dun wan to come meet me, or he's bu shuang and jus saying qi4 hua4.. i duno duno duno.. i'm dumb i'm stupid i dun get what u wan and perhaps i can't give wat u wan. what the hell.

this entry started out intending to be a happy one.. abt my ktv and dinner and mj with friends.. now i have no mood.

yeah! finally we get to go ktv together!!! haha..


it was pretty fun.. though it was a short 3-hr singing session.. the talking suaning teasing crapping phototaking and what notz so fun! haha

met dapig's ger for the first time.. think she's friendly la.. and she sing not bad leh! heh.. very fun person.. see she so nice, bought us chocolates!!!!!! and it's yummy!! i think i ate most of it.. muahahahaha
after ktv, jasc vic kel me went to eat wanton mee.. haven been there for a long time.. more than a year i think.. the wanton mee still so nice hehz!

after dinner, we went to jasc place.. watched amazing race.. then ate supper (yeah so piggy).. then played mahjong!!! no no no, i din play.. i watch them play(as usual).. on off i played online games and continue singing along with the songs playing on jasc's laptop..

finally, went home in the morning to concuss.. haha my bioclock is like so so distorted.. i sleep at about 7-8am, then wake up in the late afternoon.. hahaha

oh ya! jasc said i look funny (or is it cute?) with helmet on.. hahaha i think i look quite kawaii.. hahaharite.. such a boring entry i tot.. tho i totally enjoyed myself.. tired la tired la.. hehz..

looking forward to another meet up soon!!!!

*ROAR*

(before we reach gv@bishan)
eh, i want to watch kingkong
orh, okie lo, i anything..
(reach bishan le)
ha, we gg to watch my brother leh
*blur* huh? ur brother?
I'm King (Wee)!!! KingKong's brother!
ha, ya hor! u are chimpanzee.. din noe ur brother is kingkong leh!
*did the kingkong pound chest action*
(laughter)


Monkey in the morningafternoon, still awake and energetic..

Monkey at night.. after walking and dinner.. feeling sleepy..
haha i jus wan to show the photos cos i took them.. nehnehneh..

one more reason.. this top monkey is wearing, i bought it for him!! as a bday present la, other than the buffet dinner at MELT.. i bought him 2 tops.. this one from quiksilver.. another one from A/X, will show photo when he wears it! haha..

-Johor trip-

yeah yeah yeah! finally i'm not lazy enough to not post pictures.. haha

yesterday was the one-day trip to johor.. i woke up super duper early in the morning to make my way to monkey's place..

it's a almost 2hr journey if i take 143 then change to 147, and abt 1hr45mins if i take 143 to harborfront and then nel to hougang then walk to his place..

anyhow.. s came to pick us up at abt 11am.. then went to m's place.. and off we went to johor!

lunch at kfc, then shopped at city square.. i bought a fila bag and a tshirt from F.O.C! went to another place also.. then carrefour..

at the drinks section, the product 'pepsi tarik' caght my attention.. we dun have it here in singapore rite? haha i haven't seen one here anyway.. it's actually pepsi with stronger caffine or got abit coffe flavored la.. can't really remember.. but i thought it's pretty interesting..

nescafe's mocha changed pacakaging? i dun like the new puple package leh.. the previous one looked much much better.. er.. more appealing to me at least.. haha

after shopping at carrefour, we went to New Lucky Seafood Restaurant for dinner.. it's along Jalan Keris.. my second time there.. haha.. food really yummy leh!! we had yu2 piao2 soup, duck, prawns, bean curd, noodles, drinks, chinese tea.. 4 of us.. total bill abt 120ringgit.. really worth it for the quality leh! haha..

after dinner we came back from second link.. cos second link near to my place.. can drop me off first hehz.. haiz, i'm the only one staying in bloody west.. they so nice hor? haha
*bee bows and says thankyou~!*

i can't remember what i did when i reach home leh.. i think i was too tired so i concussed..

*yawnz*

fatfatfatfatfatfat... fat bee!

Alright! i said i'll update what i've been doing eating these few days...


last friday 25nov.. we went to dragon city restaurant at copthorne orchid for dinner!! ahaha... my first time there leh! GREAT food.. (the price oso GREAT la haha).. too busy enjoying food le.. so forgot to take some pictures.. only managed to capture the shark's fin and duck.. hahaha.. 4 of us paid about $180, after 20% discount.. quite ex.. but it's monkey's treat!! so happy! hahahahahah...

then we had dessert at hagen daz!! ice cream cake, four scoops of ice cream with toppings.. and fondue!! hhahahahahahaahaha..

i'm a fat but happy bee..


oh yeah.. see monkey with his new spectacles!! the blue frame very nice hor? he bought it at marina square 'spectacle hut'... only abt $60+ for the frame.. they having opening sale la.. worth it!

next on the menu!


on monkey's birthday on monday 28nov.. we met up with his buddies for dinner at paragon spaggedies.. one-for-one set meal during weekdays for uob card.. too bad the promotion period over le la.. last until 30nov only.. anyhow.. i had the seafood sizzelini (recommended by jasc) while monkey had pasta with lobster baby abalone and duno wat.. no more abalone so they replaced it with crayfish.. monkey said it's not very nice la the pasta.. but the sizzelini is very nice!! hahaha..

after dinner we walked to the balcony at heerens to chill out.. not bad la the place.. nice atmosphere.. but the drinks are expensive, in my opinion heh.. one pine of heneken $15.. one jug of vodka lime abt $45.. very ex rite?? and you have to have a minimum spending (of i dunno how much) before u can sit at the comfy seats with cushions and all.. but that day the person say since it is weekday so nvm la, they let anyone sit.. hmmm..

i'm a fatter but still happy bee!!!

rite! next up!


on 29nov tues.. i treated monkey to a dinner buffet at MELT for his birthday!! haha.. not alot of people when we went there.. probably cos it's a weekday.. both of us seemed to be the youngest there.. so i dun dare to take many many photos.. like so not pro, so mountain turtle like that.. haha.. the variety of food not as wide as baccarat, but the quality of food is high.. some of the dishes like thai salad prawn, indian fish curry, baked potatoes are really teasty! haha..

oh yes! the sashimi there is the best i've ever tried. i ate so many salmon and tuna sashimi i felt so 'raw'.. hur~ but really.. the sashimi is REALLY REALLY good.. must try! even monkey who dun really fancy sashimi commended it! haha..

the service is of course good la (afterall it's a 5star hotel).. but everytime we went to get food and come back to our table, the napkins will be nicely folded into a smal triangle on the side of the table abit irritating leh.. haha in the end we oso stop keeping unfolding it and put in on our laps..

only when we start our dessert i started taking photos.. haha reason being the side where the desserts are nobody sitting there la! anyhow.. i tot the most interesting part of MELT was the dessert section..


look at the chocoloate fondue they have!!! so bloody hell tall haha.. not as huge as the one at fullerton ba.. but still it's big.. and the variety of deserts... *salavating*

the chocoloate moose, mango pudding, chocolate truffle, raspberry cheesecake, custard pudding and etc are so so so finger-licking good! hahaha i realise i have limited vocab for describing how tasty the food are.. hehz.. but really really very tasty la! hehz..

the total bill was slightly above $100, for lunch buffet it's about $40 per person.. i think it's not bad.. for the quality.. =)

we took a picture before we left.. see it's the dessert section behind us! heh~

i'm the fattest bee in the world!!!!! but i'm happy.. muahahahahhahaha~


it was raining dinosaurs after we let the hotel.. so we walked to esplanade so we get shelter to the bus stop hehz, on the way we took some photos lo.. as usual..


monkey's first randition of the xi3 nu4 ai1 le4 pose!!! other than the first and the last, i had a little difficulty in differentiating between the angry shot and the sad shot.. *lol*

that's al for now.. more on my johore trip soon!

*fattest bee retires*

argh!?!?!?!?! i'm at urm... sengkang? seletar? aiya.. somewhere along these places la wahahaha..

still the same.. watch ppl play mahjong or entertain myself blogging away and reading ppl's blog..

monkey's case for tuesday is too heavy for my puny brain hehz.. too lazy to read and digest and help.. lalala.. slacking is good!!

just now went for a GOOD dinner! wahahah shall update when i upload the photos soon..

another nite without sleep.. and i haven't prepare for monkey's birthday on monday.. *pulls hair*

wat a fun day out shopping in town!!! hahahaha...

and since i've got all the photos.. i shall show them all!!!!

jasc and her BIG BIG earring.. wahahahahz and her pink pink necklace.. and her butterfly clips!~ accessories are never enuff!


getting all cranky at scotts coffebean.. after ice blended mocha and chicago cheese cake.. we bought a ring each (mine's the butterfly!) and bangles that happens to tell time (no no no !! i insist it's not a watch!) wahahahahahahahahaha


and here's the typical xi3 nu4 ai1 le4~! wahahahaha


i act blur.. then she act blur.. then we both become blur!!! hahaha


random random shots after that.. hmmm, i lazy to go into details.. but it was so so fun la!! wahahahahahaha

would you do what is right or what she wants?

sometimes you should just step into her shoes and understand.. or at least try to understand what she really wants.. not everything is built on material.. while it is true that practicality is a virtue, learning and giving what she wants is a gift.

and i thought it's natural you would try to understand what she wants if you love her..

you chose to do what is right? who determines what is right then? you? she? your parents? the society?

wouldn't life be boring if each single being has to abide and do what is right? will u be happy? would SHE be happy?

i tell you.. knowing what she wants is RIGHT too.. perhaps you don't think so.. and i feel sad for her.

guys.. i have nothing more better to say..

demoralised.

how many times does he/she make you lose confidence in things you do or want to do?

how long does he/she takes to realise what he/she says or does hurt your feelings?

and how hard does he/she try to make it up to you?

the slightest things are usually overlooked.. yet these are the things that lay the foundation for opportunities to erupt later..

to abide or to deviate..

if the decision is to abide but with grudges, might as well deviate.. or at least that's wat i think la..

hur~

but i just tot that the feeling of losing confidence in even the slightest thing such as entertainment is plain stupidity..

yet i can't deny the damage is done as much as i hate to admit..

and i only admit now when i lost confidence a long time ago..

i'm still not happy perhaps (yeah i'm petty wateva) but i sort of can't be bothered to pursue anymore..

it's tiring..

end of story.

my oh my.. in exactly a week, i'll be free!!! free to enjoy my holidays.. go sing ktv, shopping, eat and eat and eat!!

anyhow, was lookingthrough friendster messages, since i haven't cleared the mailbox so like erm many many months? haha

and i realised there're so many irritating/boring/loserish weird messages that strangers send.. i didn't reply the messages.. i don't think it's impolite.. it's just that i don't see the need to reply.. no reply means i dun wan to be friends with you lo.. it's not really my style to know someone this way.. at least for now..

can't stop laughing at some of the messages la.. too bad most of them i delete le.. here's the more recent ones.. like within the last month? hahahahahaha *lol*

"Hai,i just pass by and drop down some message
for you.Hope u dont mind.I am xxxxxx here and i
wish you happy new year and all the best to my
friends.See ya"

ha i don't remember why i bothered to keep this message.. guess i missed it while i cleared my mailbox the previous time round.. of course i dun mind u leaving message, if u think u have nothing better to do.. haha

"hi , i am xxxxxxx currently 26 yr old . i am easy
going and out going guy. i like swimming, bowling,
caneoing, pool,cars , movie ,music, beach ,etc.
can i be one of yr friends within yr circle of
friends?.
this is my email add :
xxx@xxxxxx
hope to hear from u soon and have a good night
rest."

i thought this one's very irc.. gives me the back-to-sec-sch days when i'll hog on to a terminal in computer lab chatting with ppl i duno.. haha.. and the conversation goes something like this if it's netween 2 persons of the opposite sex..

A: intro?
B: 14/f/sg, U?
A: 18/m/sg
A: hobbies?
(blablabla continue askin whole loads like where u study, attached or not, stays in which area, exchange phone number... etc)

if a guy happens to find himself chatting with a guy (same for gals), most likely the conversation ends as soon as u find out the person is not of the opposite sex.. haiz.. -_-"

"hey there, hows ur dae?luv to go mambo night too,
u look great in the pic, care fer an intro? erm wan
to be friends? remember to add me k!"

there's nothing much i can relate to this, except for the fact that he likes mambo night too hur~ what is it with the "remember to add u"? i'm not obliged right? #%@&^(#$

"halo
my name is xxx 24/m
like to make friend wif u
hope u dun mind
if can pls give me ur MSN email ok
thanx
hope to c u soon
take care"

uh uh.. this one's a little too 'generic' haha.. how should i put this.. perhaps this guy has a 'template' to copy paste and send to thousands and millions of pretty girls(or those he thinks are pretty enough).. hope to see soon? u mean online rite? hmmm, not in the near/far future.. hee

"hi there...was juz buzzing ard like a crazy bee
returning frm a sting job n bump into ur profile..u
seem to hav a dwn to earth intersting charming
persona.would love to chat up,its already a tiny
wrld we live it n d more frens d merrier i would
say.well hope u ain't gonna just say one of them
dull everyday common ...just add me kinda
senario....where u never u know d person but
simply add them on haha..can't blame anyone
much ,its juz i guess d cyberage philosophy
nowadays haha.well would really be nice if u could
drop a few lines n love to chat up abt anything from
d sun to wherever.can also juz mesh up at my msn
messenger at xxxxxxxxx@hotmail.com....watever u
have a cheery wacky fun week ahead...cheerios...
(","

ha! this one's pretty interesting i wuld say (no no no, not because there's 'crazy bee').. or is it?!?! *sheepish grinz* more sincerity in this one, but still, i give benefit of the doubt that it's a 'template' once again.. though a more 'witty' one i'd say muahahha..

"Well then, so how is the grass on your side of the
country? Good I hope? For me , I am ok I guess
but my grass could sure use a bit of watering right
about nowin other words, things could be better.
But enough about methis message is about
youyeslike the princess in a fairy tale or a
character in one of those mostly lame but
sometimes interesting channel 8 dramas

Being a chef, there are the invisible tastes that one
must capture and then enhance. For examplea
raw carrotplain, usually no one would really
fancy the taste of thats just the way it isBUT!
did you know a carrot has an inherit sweetness?
Yes, boys and girls! Boil it in hot water long
enough and take a bite and you will find that it
taste just like candy Now you must be thinking
to yourself, what is this amazing guy (haha
added the amazing just for the comedic factor, so
lets all laugh together now HAHA! :P) talking
about? What do I and a carrot have to do with any
of this?

Well it is simpleI would like to see your inherent
sweetness, be it a sweet, sour or bitter or even
spicy in flavor remains to be known. And the
means to bring out that flavor you ask? Well, by no
means am I going to boil you in hot waterunless
we are talking about you in a JacuzzihmmmI
seem to be sidetracking(*shakes head*) k
anyways I will be trying to bring out your flavor over
a coffee sessionI always think that a coffee
session is the best way to know a person better,
the nice atmosphere, a nice drink (does not need
to be coffee if you dun take coffee as I don`t take
coffee :P ) and most importantlygood
conversationah yes the feeling of laughing and
talking the hours awayit is like a mental
orgasm

My my I seem to be rambling awayanyways
my friendster email is xxxxx@yahoo.com
and msnxxxxxx@hotmail.com it will be my
pleasure for you to add me, and may I ask where
that pic in your gallery was taken? Anyways sms
me sometime, exchange hp? xxxxx xxxxx
lets talk sometime? :P i do think that you would
enjoy good conversation so...a coffee I sense? :)"

did you bother to finish every single word this guy wrote above??? i didn't the first time round.. only read it like erm, when i copied it here.. very interesting personality, incorporating his career in his erm, description? haha.. not very good for first impression though.. too long le la! and yeah.. ramblings!! rambling's not something u do as an introduction i guess? hurm..

"hmmmmmm...........your pic kinda caught my eye
and i'm keen to know u.. to be honest, i think you look
really fine, so if u're vivacious and
spontaneous and prefer being with "older"
guys....haha!, pls reply or sms me at xxxxxxxx
and we can explore the possibilites ya ***wink***"

of all messages i received so far.. this is the worst. hmmm, totally puts me off. that's it. what the hell is this guy trying to do? i'm not being too sensitive am i? initially i thought so, until he sent the second message which was erm, much more explicit (so cannot put here).. and my gosh, what does 'you look really fine' means huh hmmm huh? *cross*

in case u are wondering i reject almost (i think all in fact) all of such invitations cos these guys' looks are below average, u are wrong.. some are pretty good looking with an interesting career/personality, but too bad this is not my style la.. or for that matter i'm not in the mood and have no time to bother with all these at this moment..

but then again.. the different styles of getting to know someone through friendster's pretty interesting for a little laugh ba..

jay's new album is very nice leh!! haha.. at least to me la.. some may think that the songs are similar to theprevious album.. but i thought this time round the songs are better.. his singing oso improve le.. as in his articulation of the lyrics la.. hehz.. gonna K his songs in ktv after exams pheweet!


stef's perfect day not very nice la.. erm.. should say it's not to my preference la.. only like i think about 2 songs out of the 10.. hmmm.. waiting to get Cheer's and Mayday cds.. tralalalala..

how come i'm like in holiday mood.. still got time to listen to songs?

a form of destress.. listening to songs while i'm on the bus (since i've snatched the mp3 player from monkey).. while i'm typing report.. while i'm generating ideas for promo campaign.. while i'm reading magazines..

now i only have time to watch commercials and look at print ads.. wahahaha, to garner inspiration for my projects.. so fun.. and i've just seen some of christine's friend's ads.. really cool lor.. esp the dethol ads.. if only i have such creative brain juices.. *hold my head and shakes it like trying to get the last dollar-coin out of a piggy bank*

and i just learned that mass com students must learn photoshop!! this may sound suakoo.. i wan to learn too!! learn how to use all the functions!!! not just cut crop paste superimpose!!!! argh.. see if can get any tips from friends ba.. i wan to learn flash oso!! who know how to use ar?? tell me tell me come teach me!! okieokie??? haha..

getting all cranky here.. better stop now..

Rite.. taking a short break from loads of work.. (tho i still have a chapter to read for tmr tutorial) wahaha..

i wanna talk abt my buffet dinner last sat!!!

last saturday went out with monkey to buy his jersey for his case presentation.. not i want to say la.. but he looks good hor? so handsome! *ah-soh tone* (whatever that is hur~)

guess which one he bought in the end? the red one.. cos it's bloody hell only $49.90.. haha the brazil one on the left is $80 after discount.. too expensive for him..

i wanted to shop for some formal wear (my gosh i actually dun ahve white blouse can u believe it haha) and closed-toe heels.. but then no time.. so we went down to m's father's buffet restaurant Baccarat for dinner..

we reached first.. so while waiting outside, i start to photowhore waahahahahaha~damn it, my teeth very yellow.. jialat.. need to go dentist le.. or should i just buy some whitening product? i dunno which product better leh.. then many tell me whitening toothpaste not effective wan.. hurm.. *scratch head*

wait a minute.. i tot i was supposed to talk about my buffet dinner?!?!haha okieokie..

the Baccarat restaurant is at 51 Bras Basah Road, Plaza By The Park.. relatively new restaurant, and since it's one of monkey's friend's father's (haha) investment, we decided to try it out lo..

i only have limited photos to show cos i was too busytucking in.. the place is very spacious, the display of food is really nice.. to me the quality of food is really great!!! not only are the items so finger-licking good, they are also very exquisite!! so nice to look at!! how i wish they can last a long time for me to bring home and put on display wahahah..

they even have chocolate fountain leh!! not as high as the one in fullerton la.. but still it's nice to see one there! especially since i love chocolate so so much! hehz. the desserts looks really enticing too.. and they taste good!! hahah.. i cant' stop being excited about it.. and i still want to go back for more!! the variety of food is so wide that my supposedly-huge-stomach can't even handle..

just to name a few i tried tempura, many many sashimi, chili crab, dried tomato cheese roll, braised pork, award-winning roast duck(i forgot the exact name), salad prawn, baby lobster, crayfish, tofu with asian sauce... etc

i haven tried out ALL the food.. so i'll definitely go back for more!!

if you've noticed, there have been advertisements through radio and newspaper.. it's having a one-for-one promotion from 24 October to 24 November..

which means it costs $38+++ for 2 person dine in buffet for this promotional period.. for poor students like me.. fwah!! super worth it la!!

anyway even if no promotion, the place itself, the variety and quality of food is worth the price really seriously!!! haha i think it's a must try..

yep.. so if wanna try out now is the time!! i'm salavating liaoz.. monkey monkey.. when are u bringing me to Baccarat again???

i'm at monkey's friend's m's place.. using his bro's laptop blogging this very minute.. such an unearthly hour to be not at home..

i'm stranded without my thumbdrive.. without my cable to upload photos.. all i can do is to help monkey touch up his marketing slides..

and my eyes are watering due to the dryness of the air-con room.. my hands and feet are numb from cold.. yeah i could have adusted the temperature.. but believe it or not, i'm just too lazy to do it, though the controller is like 20cm away from me?!?

this afternoon had promo meeting.. i think i was a little too harsh to jy.. felt really bad abt it.. hmmm i think she oso not happy, i din mean to use that tone of mine(whatever it was).. my discussion skills still need improvements la.. haiz.. or perhaps it's PMS? i duno.. sianz.. but i'll say sorrie to her when i see her in school.. =)

was supposed to return yihui her harry potter storybook and visit brandon!! but too late le.. so tmr then go ba.. oh yeah! went for buffet dinner at m's father's restaurant.. Baccarat.. very nice leh!! will do detail post with pictures soon!! (remember i'm stranded now)

oh i forgot to tell..

guess what's monkey doing right now? guess guess guess! it's not difficult at all..

tmr i'm teaching tuition lor.. duno i can wake up in time or not.. urgh.. some more monkey has project meeting in sch at 10am.. keep complaining to me no time to sleep so many stuff to do still dun wan to sleep early tonight..

haiz.. i'm talking gibberish and i shan't continue..

nitey..

some outdated posts.. was out with jasc sean kel to raffles city one saturday..

FINALLY.. we get to go out as 4 again.. after like erm.. years? (jasc bday not counted cos sean was late haha)

lunch at burger king.. then shopped around with jasc at robinsons.. wahaha it was fun shopping for her! not my money ma! weeeeeeeeeee~

then off we went to grab a chocolate fondue!!! yummy! 4 of us shared a fondue for 2 la.. so fattening!!! but it was DELICIOUS wahaha..

sean was so evil!! i was putting my 'ball' of chocoloate coated chocolate ice cream in front of his mouth for a pose for photo.. end up he tried poking my nose with that thing he's holding and he ATE MY ICE CREAM!!!! %@^$%$&#*$

i always lurve going our with them.. the company's good enough.. nothing to do oso can have fun.. how cool is that?

was talking to jasc about if there is any chance we'll go out as 4 couples(8 of us).. our conclusion was the same.. we don't want it to be so.. haha.. go out as in hang around often.. go out as in for almost every of our outing.. from a group of 4 to 8, things will never be the same lah..

i think monkey somehow will never understand how come the 4 of us are like that.. as in so fun together, that kind of feeling when we're together oso indescripable seriously.. in a weird sense, i feel that i'm me.. haha.. sounds funny but oh well..

pigumaoses rocks!!!!

how the hell did we come up with this term i forgot!! oops..

He's Kuno Becker.. acting as Santiago Munez in the Goal! trilogy..

I think he's a charmer.. pheewweeet~!

cant' stop telling everyone how cute he is.. haha.. especially his perfect smile.. =)

awwwww i wanna dream of him..

FUCKING BUSY with projects.. case.. assignments..

I'm only taking 4 modules this semester.. with one S/U option.. but i may well be busier than one who's taking 6 modules!!

Can't imagine what will happen if i take 5 modules.. wahahaha..

I'm not hating it.. in fact i'm learning alot from the projects.. promotional management.. product and brand management.. all areas i like!!

but cannot deny the workload is freaking building at a fast rate.. BOTTLENECK!!!

Actually it's only this 2 marketing modules that are killing me.. haha but oh well.. then again the sense of satisfaction derived from it is urm.. can't use words to explain la wahaha..

I'm torturing myself.. but i dun hate it..

ZzzZZzzZZz...

self pity is self destruction.

one of the rare serious comment monkey make in my presence..

This morning when i woke up..

"Are my eyes playing tricks on me?" was my first thought.. *rubs eyes*

what the hell? sure or not? i not dreaming ar?

These roses very pretty leh! *moves my head away from the roses*


really leh!! one whole BIG bouquet in front of me the moment i open my eyes early in the morning at about 10am!

This card comes with the flowers.. yep.. it's from fareast flora.. the card looks abit too big in my opinion but oh well.. haha..

And the message inside the card that finally made me stop crying..

"To Dear: I'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. Lotsa Love from Zw"

My monkey is really sweet hor? hmmm.. i noe alot of guys sure say walau! waste money leh!! the flowers sure very expensive wan la!

i do think along the same line.. but still it's the thought that counts.. monkey really made me very very upset.. and this is his way of saying sorry.. which of course i very much appreciate..

for days i had been crying almost non-stop.. i just can't stand that kind of nonsense.. really really wanted to give up cos i believe i CAN find someone who will never do what monkey did to me.. which literally broke my heart..

now monkey promises me he will never make me upset again.. i choose to believe him lo.. can't just give up cos i still love him ma.. haha..

now tell me.. where to find this kind of guy? i'm so glad to say HE's mine.. *winkz*

some feelings can't be just gone like that.. they are simply kept..

but feelings can be changed.. can't they?

to live in that bliss or to carry that doubt or to deny that possibility..

choices we have to make..

i'm special.. and so i comprehend..

no more invisibility of that fib.. thus no more falling into any tricks..

no less innocence we can possess..

complexities are in us..

and so i comprehend.. very much where i stand..

thanks for making my day.. i know you won't see this but still.. thanks.. the supper's great, though i can't finish all the food.. and the ride.. yet another first experience.. maybe i'm really suay like you said (i got bathe before i go out okie!).. by the way my arms are aching.. shan't type anymore..

i love my friends.. they're such precious gems i can't live without.. *smilez*

sweet dreams to me..

heartbroken..

and it felt terrible. horrible. unbearable.

my first time crying out loud (and uglily and uncontrollably) in orchard road.
i've never felt so disappointed w you before. not even when you did not keep your word cos of mahjong.
i've never felt so enervated since my last breakup. not even when i had insomnia for weeks.
and i've never felt so apprehensive about your reaction to my feelings. not even when i risk your dissent towards this entry.

before you articulate this entry jeopardizes your reputation or whatsoever. i'm only indicating how i feel til this very moment since i broke down last night because of what happened.

different beings can abide different circumstances and this happens to be one i find arduous.

the instant you let off back at me left me astonished to the extent i did not know how to react.
retorting back at you wasn't even an option for me at that time. all i wanted to do was to keep quiet to prevent me screaming back at you which you absolutely abhor.

ultimately i did let everything out. only to receive your riposte. perhaps we were furious about things of two opposite ends. perhaps we were just both stressed up.

now i comprehend. i should be pleasing when you are not at fault (nevermind how i was feeling then). i should be simling and speaking when you ask me not to keep quiet. i should be normal (to you) pretend nothing has happened (to me) after you said sorry regardless of whether it's your wrongdoing.

and i'll try to do just that. really.

i want to say. some things are hard to change. some things will never be the same again. for worse or for the better, i desire for the latter.

i thought talking about it to someone will make me feel better. apparently i'm wrong. every occurance of you in my thought or conversation brought tears choking my arteries.

i'm still tearing.. only it's in my heart..

"when you realise your tears bring annoyance instead of comfort, when your silence brings confusion instead of patience, when your opinions bring refute instead of tolerance, will you still wipe your tears away, smile and say i'm alright?"

i will, merely cos i still love..

this is weird.

only he can make me cry for such a long time.. you know that kind of heart-felt-squeezed feeling.. which i haven't felt since years ago..

i think i'm suffering from the 'loveyoutoomuch' syndrome..

i hate school for making us so busy.
yet i love school cos i love sitting in classes and learning new things.

now i cried so hard i can't even study for my test properly..

the ultimate cure to 'loveyoutoomuch' syndrome..
study til go crazy or go enjoy clubbing singing shopping eating whatever without him..
and i'm going to do both.

so byebye.. 'see you' after exams then..

Hmmm.. yesterday was considered a fruitful day.. It's been a long time since i've done do many things in one day..

thanks benjamin for being my personal driver almost the whole day!!! really really thanks alot.. you are such a nice person you know!! nus to newton to town to jurong east before you drive back to hougang! fwah! thanks! it's really good.. haha save alot of travel time wor~! i dun mind more chances of being driven around leh! *winkz*

on the car on our way to jurong..



i got scolded taking a photo of him.. haha.. he said dun anyhow flash later kena accident.. *touchwood*


ktv ktv ktv ktv ktv ktv... i love singing ktv!!!!!! it feels so good to be here!


a normal shot before we get cranky with singing and drinking..


choosing songs..


ha! jasc got big breast!! hahahahah!


halfway while singing.. my shoe drank alot of beer without my knowing and got drunk.. *shakes head* see my shoes puked beer all over the carpet..


hahaha.. actually here's the culprit causng my shoes to be 'drunk'..


it was jasc's legs!! she kicked the table too hard then the beer glass toppled over and drenched my shoes and the carpet hahaha..

while my shoes hangover on the carpet.. we continued singing..


pro singer singing wor.. hahaha


chey.. she's a nutcase afterall.. wahahah


jasc told me she once went to ktv with junyang the superstar singer la.. her jc classmate brought her along to ktv and one of the guys was junyang.. jasc din remember.. it was her fren who reminded her that was junyang.. jasc could only remember the guys there all sang very well.. haha.. i was so shocked la.. i kept pestering her to ask the fren go jio singing again and this time i shall tag along to sing la!! no, i'm not a fan of junyang.. just tt it feels special/different/fun ma.. to be singing with someone who's erm.. not so normal.. hahahaha like i got to talk to edison in zouk and sang ktv with mediacorp actor jeff ong.. cheap thrill la ya la ya la...

lalala.. come jio me to ktv okie!! i still wanna sing!!!!!

A very happy 21st Birthday to myself~!

Hmm, actually it kinda feels weird to be an adult.. but i shan't think too much abot it today.. i'm so gonna enjoy blogging about what i did!!

Hmmm, so where are we going to makan dinner today?
we go Kushinbo lo.. jap buffet can eat until you collapse..
Okie yeah yeah~
call jascelyn and victor la.. more ppl go more fun ma..
Steady! (and off i went to call)

After lessons and project meeting.. finally dabee gets to visit seandapig at his hall.. jasc was already there!!!

They like not very happy to see me leh.. *sobz*


We chit chatted while waiting for monkey to finish his project meeting.. and of course we took photos!!!

Me and seandapig~


jasc and seandapig~


monkey calls about 530pm and off we went to take bus to suntec!!!

i know.. we jus lurve taking photos!! even on the bus!! hee..


After a loooonnnggg bus ride (cos peak hour plus we were hungry), we've reached Kushinbo at suntec city beside the sky garden!!! Heehee..

Monkey calculated.. for the price ($34 per person after gst), each of us must at least eat 25 pieces of salmon sashimi to make the meal as worthwhile as at sakae sushi.. hahah that is if you only eat sashimi la.. well, i had no qualms about making my trip 'sashimi' full.. and so without further ado.. we started 'attacking' the food!!

just look at the variety!! and these are just some of the food they offer~!


the sashimi, alaskan crab and sushi look really really enticing la!! tepenyaki oso nice leh!! u jus choose the meat u wan.. then give them you table number tag and they'll bring it to you after they're done cooking! the spread of desserts are so tasty la! i know i left out alot.. there's just too much food!! and the sashimi is fresh wan lo.. not like some places buffet they give you substandard ones.. *phewwweeet*

monkey and dabee choosing the food.. we're spoilt for choices..


digging in!! too engrossed in tasting the food..


round 1, fight~! (i forgot to take subsequent rounds cos too happy eating le whaahaha)


monkey was so nice to me.. peeling prawns(which he SELDOM does) and feed me soup.. hee..


and he was the 'cutter' for almost all the alaskan crab me and jasc ate.. hee


the alaskan crab looks like that laying down..


they can be used as menacing alienic tentacles to scare irritating kids away too! as demonstrated by jasc~


come come come.. take a look at the very delicious erm.. (i forgot the name leh) paperpot thingy.. heh here's a more artistic shot by jasc


and here's the shot by me.. ignore the messie background.. jus look at the ingredients!


it's a must try when you go kushinbo okie! damn nice lar.. and i keep wondering how come the paper won't break/burn wan leh.. hee..

as the dinner goes.. monkey start to try out alot alot of new stuff.. hmmm.. the cha soba very nice la.. and see what he did!


that's jasc bugging vic cos he ate up her share as well! (kidding la)


23yr old sagis *haiz*

"Dong Dong Dong.. One Two Three.. We are.. Kushinbo.. Dong Dong Dong.." Good evening everyone, welcome to Kushinbo blablabla... We're now having a special promotion for this evening's buffet... blabla.. BLACK PEPPER LOBSTER available at the seafood counter.."


we got it!! 2 of them some more! haha.. every half hour there'll be this Dong Dong Dong song and someone announcing through the PA system what special food/promotion is offered.. then must go queue up to get it.. one person can only get 1 lobster la of cos.. hee.. and it taste really good.. we tried the ice-cream muachee oso.. *8 thumbs up* (4 of us there ma)

attempting to take a decent photo while resting for the next round.. (monkey not resting la, he busy chewing as you can see)


the next attempt failed too.. and that's it.. no more photo taking while we eat hee..


i mean.. no more posing.. we shall take 'natural' shots.. wahaha


enough of main course.. haha.. dessert time!


we really had ALOT of fruits and dessert.. i feel like exploding after all these..





we stayed all the way til closign time.. haha.. i think we were the second last group to leave kushinbo.. a group shot (with bloated stomach) before we head home..

we saw the colorful balloons and couldn't resist it.. hee.. so nice rite!! but we had a lousy photographer(monkey).. attempt number one.. we're both not ready..

attempt number two.. jasc wasn't ready..

attempt number three.. finally *phew*

before i end off.. highlight of the day.. snow crab.. the ugliest crab of all.. i had a few tiny cuts on my fingers while eating it.. you know those kind of cuts you won't notice they are painful until you wash your hands with soap.. other than that.. it's very difficult to eat this crab.. though it's FULL of meat.. haha..