how many times does he/she make you lose confidence in things you do or want to do?

how long does he/she takes to realise what he/she says or does hurt your feelings?

and how hard does he/she try to make it up to you?

the slightest things are usually overlooked.. yet these are the things that lay the foundation for opportunities to erupt later..

to abide or to deviate..

if the decision is to abide but with grudges, might as well deviate.. or at least that's wat i think la..

hur~

but i just tot that the feeling of losing confidence in even the slightest thing such as entertainment is plain stupidity..

yet i can't deny the damage is done as much as i hate to admit..

and i only admit now when i lost confidence a long time ago..

i'm still not happy perhaps (yeah i'm petty wateva) but i sort of can't be bothered to pursue anymore..

it's tiring..

end of story.