I. SO. HATE. THE. BIDDING. SYSTEM.


who the hell bids so high? got pts anyhow throw lar huh hmm huh?!?! what the freak.. screw you all!!! play friendly la! low low bids all happy wat! see la.. now hons lower requirements.. now more ppl wan to bid the same module!!

i'm majoring in marketing so those not majoring mktg shooo shooo shooo SHOOOO!!! go away! dun touch my consumer behavior!! what the heck.. i want that slot la!! such a nice time table oredi.. and i purposely planned to end late on fri!! and u still wanna snatch my consumer behavior??!?!

i curse those who anyhow throw hundreds and thousands of pts.. drop hair.. grow fat.. have pimples covered ur face till no one can recognize u..

i'm so busy in office and so bloody pissed with bidding!!!

4 more working days to end of my intern.. i can't wait for it to end..

was talking to another smu intern mil on my way to sch yest.. she said she will tell us something after we leave the company.. apparently it's something my boss did in the past.. which probably earned her a bad reputation.. ahah.. i'm so eager to hear it.. shall msn chat with her after i leave!

today jan's on mc.. so we'll treat r and m lunch tmr then.. now i'm thinking where we should go for lunch today.. it's jus me and s.. the 2 smu interns are on leave too.. wat a quiet thursday.. haha.. despite the calls coming in very frequently..

it's been nice to chat on msn with ppl everyday during work.. if not i wonder how i can tahan the boring life here in office.. but as the days go.. more frens are ending interns.. so which means i have less to chat with.. haha.. but it's definitely a nice one to be able to chat with yh.. a very very nice feeling to keep in contact so constantly.. it's like back to the past.. when we were very very young..

we have different thinking now.. we've become open minded. talking abt really anything under the sun haha.. and of cos with her marriage and my graduation in another yr.. we've our different problems and worries.. basically our lives are pretty much different.. but we're still able to talk like we're the same.. haha.. it's NOT easy being a wife, d-i-l and mother okie.. all at the same time.. she's a strong one i know.. so she will pull through.. plus if she believe love can overcome almost anything.. then yep.. no prob wan.. of cos sometimes cant tahan certain things.. and you really get to see the UGLY side of ppl supposedly ur family.. haiz..

and to think that i BELIEVE such politics only exist in offices.. when u work.. not when u wan to go back to a home to rest and be free from all the rubbish.. all the sickening ppl..

who's gg to tell me this is modern world.. modern times.. so modern thinking.. definitely no conservative thinking that women are on the losing end??

who who who??

jus like what yh said.. only those who not married will think so..

and who's gg to tell me marriage is abt 2 individuals??

again.. those who are not married.. haiz.. seriously..

can't you adults leave things to the young adults?!?!?

why must u get the kick out of being 'por-ed' by kins and relatives? is it such a big deal when ppl praise you for something they do not think of u as?? who is the immature one here now?? huh?? aren't u all sick of these ugly sides of human beings outside?? why must it continue in the family??

i'm disgusted.

now i worry for myself too. can't afford to be naive.. still naive.. meaning to think things are the way they are or as they said..

ALWAYS DOUBT..

maybe i should really marry someone (should i intend to) without kin.. no families or no relatives to interfere..

okieokie i'm kidding la.. i'm not tt selfish.. i can accept marriage is not abt 2 indiv only.. but only on the account that the husband is totally so understanding and supportive to the wife.. of cos i do know it's such a yucky feeling to be sandwiched in between the parents and wife.. but can u who else can the wife turn to when she has problems with YOUR family? like i mentioned.. it's NOT easy at all being a wife d-i-l and mother at the same time.. she needs LOTS of understanding.. inclusive of her thinking that she dun wan to bother u with it since she noe u wil feel frustrated to be sandwiched..

so the husband needs to wake up his idea la.. always doubt.. even if it is his family.. not everything he sees is the truth.. does he really know wat is happening behind his back?? and i'm oh so disgusted adults can bear to use her love for her husband (since they know she cant bear to burden him with more stuff) to their satisfaction..

these adults are so fako.. and i've learnt it's a common practice.. everyone oso like tt wan..

can you all please bloody hell wake up ur idea or not?

ppl marry into ur families oso humans brought up by their own parents leh!!!! not slaves for you to (badly spoken) play around wan leh!!

okie.. enuff venting of frustrations..

r/s between d-i-l and m-i-l..

tough one here..

*shakes head*

super duper monday blues.. with a sore sore left eye (i realised it's always the left eye..) does it mean anything?? jialat..

really no motivation to come to work today but had no choice la.. still dragged my ass to office.. esp after m knows i wasn't on mc last fri.. haha.. shite.. should have jus taken urgent leave.. urgh.. so paiseh.. now i jus pray my boss dun ask me to show mc.. *cross fingers*

the weekend trip was alright.. i dun like to rate things la.. my first time with monkey overseas.. even tho only 1 causeway away.. still overseas haha.. and his frens are good company.. plus the food is great! (i've gained weight).. a good rest for the weekend.. i wished i could rest for a few more days..

Friday 15 july

woke up bloody early in the morning..

Saturday 16 july

Sunday 17 july

to be updated..

i need to get a new pair of contact lens soon.. the current ones are giving me probs.. my eyes are getting irritatingly irritated as and when they like.. and i have to wear my old and ugly specs (i still like them but i want a new one la) to work! haha not tt i really mind (since nobody looks at us anyway).. i jus bu4 shuang3 la.. haiyoweyar..

have you ever felt that your fren's gf is too controlling?

or that your fren is too hum4 cos he listens to his gf?

do you have frens who think that guys should have the commanding prescence in a r/s?

or do you have frens who listens totally to their bfs regardless of how ridiculous their demands may be?

how abt how do u feel when you bf is being considered scared of you..

or YOU are being considered by ur bf's fren(s) as too demanding? tt they dun really like u?

for me, i think i'll feel very very weird when i see his frens.. and i despise MCPs.

no.

i shouldn't despise them. tt's not right.

i just dun like them.. can't live with one.

YES. i can't stand mcp esp if my bf is one..

wait. an mcp won't even be my bf in the first place. they are disgusting. they make me feel that gers are jus slaves without human rights.

maybe it's not that bad? no. it's that bad. at least in my opinion.

my thoughts are if you are really the one for him, he'll give in to you(tho not evey time) no matter how unreasonable you are.. shouting at you and then later on pacify you is not counted as giving in. that's thinking you are stupid enuff to buy in his sweet words for the hurt caused earlier on..

want someone to listen to you and do anything and everything anytime upon ur command? go train a dog la.. as quoted from someone even a dog bites sometimes when you throw tantrums at it.. i can't imagine how can someone practice 100% compliance to his demands?

i know i shouldn't judge. i'm not. i'm confused as to what is gg on in this person's mind should there be one..

whatever happens to mutual respect, trust and understanding when he thinks there should be his commanding prescence? what a revolting statement this is! ican't believe it!

if any of my frens are like tt and i happen to find out, i'll be disgusted.. no. i won't hate the person or stop being frens.. jus disgusted cos i think it's not right to be an mcp..

i dun see anything wrong in expressing to him my qualms abt his passion since i dun gamble. this situation is like tt cos his gf (which is me) happens to be someone who dun gamble! kudos to your gfs being able to play and gamble like u do.. (i'm absolutely okie with tt since it's none of my business)..

see.. it's none of your business!!

he has his own way of thinking perceptions way of life blablabla.. who are you to say he is afraid of me? so when u respect ur gfs means u afraid of them la? see?!?!?! it's perception!! he is the one who understands me and my issue with ppl who break promises.. tt's y despite how much he wants to join u all yesterday he stayed with me!

to me tt's a hell lot of respect for me and i do appreciate that.. appreciate it bloody hell so much i felt like tearing..

cos in their eyes he has become one who's afraid of gf and always listens to me, dun have his own dignity.. blablabla.

he may not care wat others say or think, esp since those are his buddies.. i do care but i wil pretend i don't.. since i dun wan to put him in a difficult spot.

imagine wat happens when i totally dun wan to see them anymore.. haha.. so badrite.. so cannot.. i jus have to understand and stand by the fact that we have our own thinking.. this is the way we like our r/s to be and to work out.. who the fuck cares abt whether we are like you all?

sheesh. i still feel awkward.. and i felt really bad he has to be tot by others this way.

for goodness sake i wanna scream I DID NOT NOT ALLOW HIM TO GO OVERSEAS WITH U ALL WITHOUT ME!!!!!!

when there was a plan to take a short trip, i oredi agreed with him i'll hav my own stuff to do during tt weekend he's out of town.. i never once say he can't go without me! i'm not that selfish okie.. what the hell do you think i am? if i dun allow him to go might as well i take a rope and tie him to my house rite?

has what u all said ever been through your BIG brains?

or is it verbal diarrhoea?

which part of he dun have money cos he lost his phone and has jus blew a few hundred on another phone do you not understand? yeah. of cos the trip will be more fun with him but how can keep forcing him to go like tt? so what if he jio the trip? unforeseen cirstumstances oso bobian rite?

yeah i won't judge cos i don't. i jus voice out wat i feel towards you actions to my bf.. despite the fact u all are buddies and are in more of a position perhaps to talk like tt..

to monkey: i'm sorry i jus voicing out my thoughts. i have absolutely no intentions of despising discriminating stop socialising and knowing them. they are fun to be with and they are UR FRENS.. i respect you so i will try my best.. i will not say anymore cos i noe it's not nice to hear bad stuff abt frens.. i jus wished they understand better..

i wonder when will i have the time to upload the zoo pictures and post them(so pls check back for 9july post on zoo).. haiz.. so busy at work with all the calls coming in.. not to mention the niao customers asking everything and anything and demanding this and that.. makes me all the more wan to end this intern faster faster faster..

haven been out to lunch during work for abt a month.. survived on my apples and bread and cookies once in a while.. no, not a healthy diet.. how can BIG chocolate buns and bread be healthy?? haha.. how can chocolate chips cookies be healthy? if i on diet sure wat vege and vege and fruits only.. hahaha.. i jus wan to save money.. and there isn't any fantastic food around here that can make me spend on.. (erm, except ikea la but i have enuff of tt le)..

i wanna end intern early.. so i can go for rag.. i so wanna go for rag.. argh.. please let me go for rag.. i hope my boss will let us end early.. argh.. i really really wan to go for rag.. i have so much memories there..

i noe i said this so many times.. but rag is so special for me.. foc oso so special.. if no foc, no monkey and dabee.. if no rag.. no monkey and dabee le.. haha so i wanna go rag! plus the kind of bond and satisfaction with all the bizaders.. i miss rag so much!!!!

anyhow.. i'm so glad liling wanna do volunteer work leh! haha. shall go ask around wat we can do.. hmmm.. anymore? the more the merrier leh!!

monkey told me the 4yr old boi with brain cancer stays in his block.. oh my goodness.. such coincidence heh.. but oh well.. nothing much la, so wat if stay same block.. hmmm..

such an incoherent post.. random ramblings all over the place..

oh ya.. gg for dinner and movie with monkey and my sis later!! haven brought my sis out for so long le.. so tot since she wan to watch fantastic four.. plus she wasnt able to make it to zoo with us last saturday.. so bring her to town (i think she only been there once ba).. haha i'm a happy ger!! i'll treat dinner and monkey treat movie!! such a nice sis i am!! muahahaha...

anyone watched the nkf cancer charity show last nite?

i watched abit of it.. and i made one call to make donation.. tell me i've not been tricked.. i saw the clip of the 4 year old boy who suffered from brain cancer.. i was so sad i felt guilty not donating.. haiz..

i'm not rich la, so i call once only..

i dun really give a fuck abt what performance they do la.. if i wan to donate i donate.. haha.. am i contradicting here? i mean my family dun do this kind of calling to make donation.. i used to not do it.. having the tot if i wan to donate i will do it myself directly to the organisation.. not through singtel and pay the $0.21 fee..

but yesterday i jus called.. hahah.. probably on impulse.. but i did feel better after tt call.. the boy is really so poor thing..

many think aiya, jus another gimmick to zhuan4 ren2 re4 lei4 so can garner more donations.. yeah ppl like me will probably call la.. they win lo.. hmmm.. i have nothing much to say abt tis..

but what went through my mind was the scary tot of having the same thing to happen to me.. i haven't got a close kin kena-ing (TOUCHWOOD) cancer but i can't help fearing how i would face it when it really happens..

perhaps i'm dumb la, but i do agree that we can help by donating.. since we can never understand the pain and troubles these patients go through.. of cos we can help by volunteering out services.. but money definitely goes a long way to help ease their burden..

this i can so understand..

by the way my grandfather was telling me an encounter he had with a girl trying to ask him to donate at sgh..

uncle, want to donate to charity?
huh? for wat wan?
orh, for the patients who aren't able to pay medical fees
eh? i gg to see doctor i haven even pay u wan me to pay now?
(stunned)
u go ask govt dun charge so high fees lo..

my grandfather so funny hor.. ha, cos he was quite bewildered seeing someone asking for donations at the hospital where many are there to spend money la.. i noe this behavior is a bit too irritating but given his character, he could have been worse.. wahahaha

back to the charity show thingy..

one reason i don't want to call is cos i'm skeptical abt how the money is being used.. i mean, they can say the money goes totally and directly to ease the patients' burden.. but how much truth is there? which is why i said i'll rather donate directly myself la.. but then again my method oso won't guarantee 100% money help the patients hor.. haha..

and then hor.. u see through the tv show so many ppl call to donate.. the proceedings only go to nkf cancer fund.. what abt other smaller organisations trying to help? i mean when they try to collect donations ppl wil like "eh, i donate alot oredi leh, dun ask me to donate anymore la.." or "huh, i donate got luckry draw or not?"

u see.. donating becomes not solely for the purpose of helping.. the ppl wan to get something in return.. this culture is bad.. although not everyone is like tt la.. i oso dunno what i'm trying to say.. it jus appears to me that other organisations/beneficiaries in tt sense are many times neglected.. and it makes the job tougher for them..

jus like when i was doing fic last year.. the most common response was that they had called the nkf line, hence dun wish to donate anymore.. the small beneficiaries we were helping whre got resources to have tv shows like nkf? somemore the ppl will be so bored of the charity shows la.. (as if we are not sianded by them le)..

haiz.. what is it coming to man..

i wan to do volunteer work.. i always want to.. but i'm not ready to just walk in to a place and go "hey i want to volunteer, jus tell me wat to do.." i need company.. i don't think i can do this alone.. and i tot the more the merrier.. it's kind of fun volunteering with friends.. and i want a fixed one.. i mean helping out at a fixed place u noe..

when i have the company.. i'll arrange time for it.. i like the sense of satisfaction from helping ppl.. anyone wanna go volunteering with me?

we're going to the zoo zoo zoo..
how about you you you..
you can come too too too..
we're going to the zoo zoo zoo..


the last time i visited the zoo was when i was in primary 3. that was like 12 years ago! and i've been dying to go to the zoo since earlier this year.. finally.. our zoo trip!!

dabee brings monkey to see monkeys leh!! wahahaha..

we woke up early today.. 9am!! reached amk to have my fav prawn mee and monkey's fav banana lor mee.. chop chop finish then took bus to mandai!!

m: see la, so late le, where got ppl so late go zoo wan?
b: where dun hav? need whole day to walk the whole zoo wan meh?
m: ppl is morning early early go wan leh, where got so late wan?
b: those taking bus with us not ppl lar?

haha i concluded monkey can't wait to see his friends. that's why.. wahahah

at abt 12 noon (with the bloody scorching sun), we stepped on to mandai!!

now u see me..

now u don't!

waha, lame lame lame..

the entrance is so cool la? i noe i'm sua ku la.. 12 years le leh!!! and when i see ben and jerry, my eyes went *ting ting*.. okie make tt a *TING TING!!!!!!* haha..

anyhow, see the tix? so cute! monkey's relatives!


first stop.. a small trail.. i love the baby ducks.. so adorable seeing them waddling in the water!!


and jus nearby abt 50m away.. we saw this!!


b: eh, tt wan is stone or real one ar?
m: (pengz) real one la!
b: real one meh? nv move wan leh..
m: (pengz more) u see the mouth la! moving leh.. real one!!
b: ... orh haha
m: eh, if fall down how ar?
b: u try jump down see how lo
m: ...

the trial not very interesting leh.. all the animals hiding.. haha.. off we went to other places..

before tt.. let's allow monkey to show off his 'photography skills' wahaha..



white tigers!!! i think they are super chio la.. esp the male one here..

look so fierce leh! chio chio chio!! i like! i wan to hug him!! (if i can i really will lor)

tt's monkey with white tiger!


feeding time feeding time.. they knew their food were coming.. for abt 10 mins before the zookeepers arrived, the tigers keep swimming and pacing around.. jus can't stay still la! heh..



when they finally see the zookeepers (i think it's more liek they see their food), they standby nicely at one area la.. so cute leh!



they had beef.. abt 2 kilos each.. jus sample feeding.. after the zoo closes, ehy are actualyl fed abt 13kilos (i think) worth of meat each.. fwah! wat an appetitie!

see the male tiger in action!!


this is taken by monkey.. haha.. quite a nice shot hor?

okie enuff of it.. let's proceed to the next stop! bbbbaaaaabbbbooooooonnss!

i think they are disgusting.. and cute sometimes.. erm.. barbaric.. i dunno how to describe la.. chauvanistic! okieokie.. tt's it! i shall declare they are not my monkey's relatives! humph!

i shall let the pictures do the talking..


i think tis baboon is damn funny la.. so bochap.. he was probably thinking you humans very funny leh.. keep wanting totake our pictures.. dun say dun have la.. limpeh pose for u! give u my side view can or not huh!??!


feeding time.. gosh they were damn noisy rowdy barbaric!
tis particular baboon keep jumping up and down to attract attention so ppl wil throw food to him! so smart hor?

along our way to see them.. we took some pictures.. heh




see my totem poles! (okie i noe it's last yr.. but still mine leh!)

hmmm, enuff of baboons.. dabee shall show u more animals we saw!!!


too many le.. so put them all tog.. wahahah.. warthogs stinks like hell la! and oh rhino rhino.. the one on the left got a wound! so poor thing!

wanna see cheetah in action?


courtesy of monkey! wahahah..

toilet break! toilet break! toilet break!


me and jasc trying to be funny.. take foto in the toilet! wahahah..

alrite alrite.. at tis point in time i'm really tired it's such a long post! more pictures then..


other animals we visited! wahaha.. tapir is so ugleee!~


madarin duck with one foot?!?!


reptile park! those creatures were really really close to meeee~ *eeks*


bloody hell the body of tt snake is as wide as my palm!!! i used to be so excited and absolutely not afraid of carry one around my neck.. that was when i was in kindergarden.. can u believe it?? (i can't)


penguins are so cute!! adorable bunch! hee


zebra~ with both of us infront hur hur~




we din get to see the real seals in action.. so we took photos with the erm.. metal ones.. ha


more monkeys~

oh and i haven't introduced u to my monkey's bacground!!


here it is! C-H-I-M-P-A-N-Z-E-E chimpanzee~


on our way to see the elephants.. or is it after?? anyhow.. i tot the garden is so pretty.. the well is jus part of it.. urm.. monkey's supposed to do the same pose a sme! urgh!~


'E' is for elephant!


elephant elephant
why is ur no-ose so-o-o long~
mama says no-ose long
is called pretty~

i noe it's lame but i dun care~!


on our way back.. i think the scenery is perfect! love it..


me and jasc showing u how cute we think the road signs are.. muahahaha!


this is where we took a short break after the long and 'sticky' walk!! air con shelter leh!! they should have more.. haha


my monkey resting..


our last stop inside the compund of the zoo.. the animal kingdom!!! dun buy the soft toys there.. cos if everyone does wat we did.. (that is to play around with the soft toys, hanging them around our necks) they will be full of ppl's sweat wahahaha..


oooo~ the 'thing' that made me went 'TING TING'!! simply yumilicious!


us with our lollipops!! so funnei!


bye bye to the zoo.. hee..


finally our long awaited dinner muahahaha.. tonkichi~~

a really well-spent day.. despite the extremely humid weather..

now.. where shall we go next?? birdpark? science centre? haha..

Happy Happy Happy 21st Birthday to Qian!!

another one to step into adulthood.. my turn soon leh.. haha.. i'm feeling oh so neutral.. wahahaha..

i get my half day leave today.. i'm so excited.. and i'm so gonna make use of the burner drive on my comp in the office.. the whole level only my comp can burn cdr.. i've accumulated 500plus mb of stuff to burn.. wahahaha.. all mp3s and mtv.. hahaha.. so fun.. it's a friday and it's a half day for me!!!

oh my goodness oh my goodness oh my goodness oh my goodness oh my goodness!!!!

my cousin is pregnant again.. yes.. the one who is 2 days older than me and the husband is monkey's sec sch mate.. tt one.. the one who's son brandon is barely few months old..

she damn fertile la!! or should i say they damn active la! wahahahaha...

happy for her.. but this is definitely a BIG news.. came as a surprise shock to me.. i think if i tell my mama tonight she'll be so shocked oso..

damn! tt means if i ever get married and have a baby.. her children will be like attending pr sch at least le la!! aiyowey ar!

wo de ma ya! i haven't gotten over tis shock.. *traumatised*

(anyhow.. olympics in london in 2012!! i wan to go london then! haha.. 7 years later.. should be can make it.. can sve enuff money to go le! hee.. if can i wan to go with monkey!! woohoo!!)

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enough said.. i'm so sianded duhded siaoded tired sicded

i think u all understooded..

i hate period.

i dun wan to be a female. (okie i'm kidding)

other than having to carry sanitary pads around and use them during the period.. and maybe also having to be the one giving birth.. alot of other things i'm okie with being a female la.. haha..

speaking of pads.. it reminds me of an incident when i was 14 years old..

i was attending a symphonic band concert at victoria concert hall.. with yh and her classmates.. then one of the guys asked for tissue at some point in time.. and yeah, u might have guessed, one of the girls (i forgot who), rummaged through her bag in the dark and accidentally passed the guy a sanitary pad. the guy was so paiseh and stunned.. the girl oso la.. in the end everyone made a good laugh out of it.. yh later told me they are pretty open abt it.. they would jus ask out loud in class who has got a pad when one of them needed it and forgot to bring.. i tot this only happens in a girls' school.. i was wrong.. heh heh..

i used to hate periods more during sec sch days.. cos my uniform is white.. and i had some very embarrassing moments staining my skirt blood red on public bus.. (it's not so bad in sch cos they are all girls and most likely had been through the same thing).. then i get strangers coming up to me and tell me.. i always felt like digging a hole and bury myself.. haha..

but then again.. having period is a very good reason to excuse myself from classes, pe lessons.. haha.. i remember my jc classmates(guys la) used to complain we girls were jus using this stupid excuse to absent ourselves.. too bad la.. they happy can go wear skirt and ask for leave oso lo.. hahaha

okie i dun feel like writing le.. my boss bad mood this whole week so far.. how to ask for leave like tt? bloody hell.. damn it.. my stupid boss got menopause.. argh..

a whole of sunday spent on my own.. can't see my monkey.. tt's a bit unbearable for me suddenly.. i have no idea why..

went down to jp for a little shopping.. bought a hp pouch and ingredients for brownies before heading down to sch for rag meeting with tis yr's com.. i got my sis to bring the stuff home for me heh..

nothing much abt the meeting i want to talk about.. i miss rag (not flag).. haha.. i jus miss the times the whole bunch of us jus sit on the steps to eat our breakfast lunch dinner and supper.. the times we feel like machines measuring paper drawing lines and cutting papers.. the times we get all 'starchy'.. the times we get cut by wires, get blueblacks knocking into tables (okieokie it's just me haha).. the times we feel so sleepy we feel like dropping dead.. the lorry rides to bathe at src or ke7.. the late night or during the day gossips.. the booking in on sunday, booking out on saturday morning.. movie on saturday evenings then booking in on sunday again.. the little excitements i get here and there.. the satisfaction seeing everything done.. the day itself where many got burnt (by the sun as well as the whole experience)..

it's amazing how we never get sick and tired of one another during that 4-4.5 weeks.. we literally see one another everyday of the month! haha.. i miss my rag company.. i wanan go down.. i feel like quitting my job and go do rag.. but i can't.. haiz..

i've side-tracked quite a bit.. after meeting.. went to ah ma house eat dinner.. my fav fish porridge!! then went home to bake brownie.. chop chop curry pok bathe while the brownie is baking.. then made a little note-in-the-bottle thingy.. changed and off i go to hougang to pass monkey the hp pouch, brownie and note! wanan surprise him cos see him so sad over the lost hp.. hmmm..

my surprise failed.

failed failed failed failed failed.

i even sent this sms to jasc
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. i'm stuck.

hey it rhymes! haha anyhow.. i was on my way to hougang (he told me he'll be home latest 10plus) apparently not.. he was still at serangoon playing mahjong.. so i asked for the addy.. and took cab there to pass him the stuff, thinking okie, then i'll go home.

but i'm not. he pulled me into the house giving the reason the fren's mother will think very weird i go then so fast leave.. and he say wil giv me cab fare home after midnight.. i was thinking wat the freaking hell i'm blardy tired after the whole day i wanna slp u wan me to watch u paly in SERANGOON?!?!?! and you think u very rich is it huh hmmm huh? but i was in and that's how jasc get that crazy sms of mine wahahah..

i became angry he din tell me he playing mahjong again.. and i was tired and the game still dun wan to end.. so i started crying while talking to jasc.. she can't sing cos talking to me haha i so bad but what the heck.. (it rhymes again!) sorry ger.. and thankz.. so in the end the game ends and took a ride to hougang..

and then he came home with me.. literally sent me home.

awww so sweet but silly.

and to think i was fuming (i was really tired okie) and screaming at him for not letting me go home.

he said i went all the way to serangoon so he can't let me go home alone.. haha.

but tt means my oredi poor monkey becomes poorer le.. =(

(sidenote: i was so freaking out when he insisted i go outside his place wait for him get his stuff.. i sat back facing his door on the steps.. my body tensed up when i hear his mum's voice.. can't let her see me la!! so lok cok and with puffed eyes.. for a moment i tot she's coming out to see i was prepared to fly run walk away wahahaha)

this is a common question among friends.. "eh, what you and your bf do wan ar? singapore like nothing much to do wan leh.."

i agree.. unless you are so hyperactive and have very unique common interests, the normal things couples do are eat (breakfast brunch lunch high tea dinner supper snack wateva), watch movie (many once attached become movie critics lor), shopping (mostly the ger do the shoppin the guy do the accompanying hor haha) and walk around and walk around and walk around..

some slack at home, watch vcds/dvds la.. cook/bake together.. or just nua (or have sex haha).. go sun tan, cycling, blading, ice skating, play pool (??).. canoeing? wat else? can't think of more at the moment la..

the point is.. there really isn't much things to do.. but hey.. it's the company that matters.. but even so, a change of activities once in a while is necessary to keep your dates from becoming a routine eh? hurm.. haha..

dabee's typical saturday with monkey..
(based on 2july, activities differ slightly each saturday)

9:30am
dabee rise and shine to vacuum floor mop floor
monkey continues to snore away..

10:45am
dabee takes a short break from the chores.. reads magazine..
monkey sleeping soundly..

11:15am
dabee makes something for monkey and herself to eat..
monkey is still sleeping due to lack of sleep since thursday..

12:00pm
dabee is done with preparing food..


menu of the day is something like western breakfast hahaha..

monkey rise and shine, wash up for breakfast cum lunch..

1:15pm-3:15pm
monkey and dabee after food nua-ing, watch romance of the 3 kingdom, bathe, prepare to go out..

3:30pm
monkey and dabee's long bus ride to all-so-familiar orchard.. talking, taking photos, watch tv mobile..

4:15pm
shopping time!! (taka WH zara, wisma charles&keith)

(insert: a rare happening.. the first and last i definitely hope)

4:45pm
while monkey and dabee were walking along the CROWDED underpass from taka to wisma, some BASTARD/BITCH stole monkey's nokia 3230!!! barely 5 mins after monkey made a call.. the stupid pickpocket! son/daughter of a bitch! and the hp is less than a month old la! new phone!! my pictures all inside leh! a few hundred bucks just fly away like tt! what the fuck?!?!

monkey and dabee curse the pickpocket like nobody's business.. tried calling monkey's number but oredi switched off.. gaanneeennnaaaa... damn the person la.. curse the persom go bald, poor forever, cross the road kena knocked down then paralysed, become so fat the person explodes, kena rob raped sodomized.. no no, dun get killed cos it won't prolong the suffering.. kena disease and rot to death slowly is better..

monkey curse the person's family as well.. wahahaha

dabee says if catch the person she'll scrape his skin and put salt on the open wounds.. esp that hand which took the hp..

yes, monkey and dabee are so evil.. but the pickpocket's worse..

(end of insert.. p/s: ppl when shopping in crowded places rem keep ur belongings with you properly.. better still, hold them in ur hand til u pass the super crowded area)

5:00pm
monkey and dabee no mood for shopping.. went hello singtel to report lost and replace sim card..
dabee is still cursing and swearing during the wait to be served..

5:15pm
monkey and dabee hunting for new hp at lucky plaza.. walked a total of 3 rounds before deciding to blow $300 on samsung E330C.. with warranty (it was supposedly $290 without warranty and $340 with warranty)

6:15pm
dabee's treat to dinner at paragon seeing monkey so poor thing (poor has double meaning)..
monkey takes out new hp and start figuring it out.. like a littleboy fascinated with his new toy.. only he's not fascinated..



7:30pm
walked over to cine's phins steak to meet ws l yt c ch wh.. talked awhile, the gang went to rag bash at rave.. and dabee decides not to join the gang seeing monkey so sad..

7:45pm
dabee feels hungry again.. want to eat takopachi at taka B2..

8:00pm
monkey and dabee walked past taka square and sees a triumph sale.. dabee stops and start shopping (totally forgot abt hunger)..

8:30pm-9:30pm
satisfied with a shopping bag in hand.. walked past mango and headed in..
picked out a dress, took foto for monkey to see (cos gentlemen has to wait outside haha), decides to buy dress and so tadah! another shopping bag..


this is the dress dabee got at $36 (>50% off)

9:30pm
went to watsons for the last item and then went to mos burger for dabee's ice milk tea..

10:45pm
home sweet home for dabee taking 143 and monkey taking train..

a rather simple saturday except for that incident.. which basically is the highlight of the day..

&^#^%(*)*^$)@#!$^@
i hope my voodoo doll works on that idiot!

Friday=Happy Day..

my place is full of hersheys n cadbury n calbee n ruffles n milo.. so fattening! *shrieks*

but i like..

cos i'm a happy ger again.. fat-and-gg-fatter but happy..

he'll never be beyond hope i'm sure.. wahahaha..

i shall be on salad diet.. so i can stuff myself with tidbits and snacks he bought me!