4 more working days to end of my intern.. i can't wait for it to end..

was talking to another smu intern mil on my way to sch yest.. she said she will tell us something after we leave the company.. apparently it's something my boss did in the past.. which probably earned her a bad reputation.. ahah.. i'm so eager to hear it.. shall msn chat with her after i leave!

today jan's on mc.. so we'll treat r and m lunch tmr then.. now i'm thinking where we should go for lunch today.. it's jus me and s.. the 2 smu interns are on leave too.. wat a quiet thursday.. haha.. despite the calls coming in very frequently..

it's been nice to chat on msn with ppl everyday during work.. if not i wonder how i can tahan the boring life here in office.. but as the days go.. more frens are ending interns.. so which means i have less to chat with.. haha.. but it's definitely a nice one to be able to chat with yh.. a very very nice feeling to keep in contact so constantly.. it's like back to the past.. when we were very very young..

we have different thinking now.. we've become open minded. talking abt really anything under the sun haha.. and of cos with her marriage and my graduation in another yr.. we've our different problems and worries.. basically our lives are pretty much different.. but we're still able to talk like we're the same.. haha.. it's NOT easy being a wife, d-i-l and mother okie.. all at the same time.. she's a strong one i know.. so she will pull through.. plus if she believe love can overcome almost anything.. then yep.. no prob wan.. of cos sometimes cant tahan certain things.. and you really get to see the UGLY side of ppl supposedly ur family.. haiz..

and to think that i BELIEVE such politics only exist in offices.. when u work.. not when u wan to go back to a home to rest and be free from all the rubbish.. all the sickening ppl..

who's gg to tell me this is modern world.. modern times.. so modern thinking.. definitely no conservative thinking that women are on the losing end??

who who who??

jus like what yh said.. only those who not married will think so..

and who's gg to tell me marriage is abt 2 individuals??

again.. those who are not married.. haiz.. seriously..

can't you adults leave things to the young adults?!?!?

why must u get the kick out of being 'por-ed' by kins and relatives? is it such a big deal when ppl praise you for something they do not think of u as?? who is the immature one here now?? huh?? aren't u all sick of these ugly sides of human beings outside?? why must it continue in the family??

i'm disgusted.

now i worry for myself too. can't afford to be naive.. still naive.. meaning to think things are the way they are or as they said..

ALWAYS DOUBT..

maybe i should really marry someone (should i intend to) without kin.. no families or no relatives to interfere..

okieokie i'm kidding la.. i'm not tt selfish.. i can accept marriage is not abt 2 indiv only.. but only on the account that the husband is totally so understanding and supportive to the wife.. of cos i do know it's such a yucky feeling to be sandwiched in between the parents and wife.. but can u who else can the wife turn to when she has problems with YOUR family? like i mentioned.. it's NOT easy at all being a wife d-i-l and mother at the same time.. she needs LOTS of understanding.. inclusive of her thinking that she dun wan to bother u with it since she noe u wil feel frustrated to be sandwiched..

so the husband needs to wake up his idea la.. always doubt.. even if it is his family.. not everything he sees is the truth.. does he really know wat is happening behind his back?? and i'm oh so disgusted adults can bear to use her love for her husband (since they know she cant bear to burden him with more stuff) to their satisfaction..

these adults are so fako.. and i've learnt it's a common practice.. everyone oso like tt wan..

can you all please bloody hell wake up ur idea or not?

ppl marry into ur families oso humans brought up by their own parents leh!!!! not slaves for you to (badly spoken) play around wan leh!!

okie.. enuff venting of frustrations..

r/s between d-i-l and m-i-l..

tough one here..

*shakes head*