What is the truth?

you only see the happier side, because i did not speak of the negative.
you have the impression of consent, because i did not speak of the uncertainty.
there are so many things i want to say, that i wished you asked, that i want to be part of.
on the other hand a part of me abides the flow, convinced myself that this is what i want, what i can have at best.
there's no right or wrong, so the last thing i want is u to force an answer out of me.
going w the flow isn't that bad afterall, i guess.