something caught my attention while watching desperate housewives..

".. someday we all have to become responsible adults, and the ones who know this best is none other than the young.."

intriguing.. just wondering how much truth there is in it.. hee..

i'm not sure i want to acknowledge this.. then again are we free from it? do we really have freedom considering this?

walking down crossroads, making decisions.. i have made many wrong decisions.. alongside right ones.. wait a minute.. who decides what is the right decisions? perhaps it doesn't matter.. as long as there's no regret..

that is the problem.. i'm not even sure whether i regret my decisions.. some ppl affirms they have no regrets so far. that's good to hear.. some ponder what is regret all abt? what is it actually. funny, that's for them to find out eh..

when i do regret decisions, what do i do? reconcile? move on? this is easy. depends on situation.. but i think most of the time other than wallowing in self pity, i can only move on. i dunno, maybe that's a BIG lesson in life yeah? MOVE ON.. it appears that i have accomplished it.. but have i? that's the question..

".. ppl only believe what they see, what appears to be.." (swordfish)

there's a chinese idiom saying thinking about the past to guide you in the future.. so i gathered the difference is what you make use of them.. to protect yourself from falling, to have the courage to try, to shun away from opportunities, whatever..

this is madness, i seem to be sidetracking alot..

i'm trying to justify my thoughts.. asking myself have i made the right decision, is this what i want.. probably to the extent that i'm afraid of what will happen..

hopefully in time when i look back to this post, i would have the answers.. *smiles*

back to revision.. exam tmr morning!! *gosh*