HaPpiE biRtHdAy tO mEi mEi! hAhA.. mUs jiAyOu iN uR sTudiEs wOR.. eNjOy uR tiMe wiTH uR fRieNds! *muackz* LovE yA~!

the notification came as a surprise.. so much so i decided to leave lalaland much earlier than usual.. a few weeks ago i was an undergrad, she just stepped into the society contented with her job.. today, i am still and undergrad(a happier one) and she's ready to be his wife and their child's mother..

of course i couldn't and wouldn't refuse to be her bridesmaid upon request.. it was a verbal contract since we were old enough to know what getting married is all about. i surely do not wish to breach this one.. *keke* we used to dream about holding our wedding together.. seems like she has to go ahead yep.. the preparation work is *wow* i can't describe.. but i know from now til her wedding i'll be busy..

in a way i feel envious though i think i'm not the kind of person who want to settle down at age 20.. it was more of the happiness i sense in her during our short conversation.. she was apprehensive about everything.. but from the moment he expressed his joy of the news of their child.. she was sure everything will be fine.. there's bound to be difficulties but the fact that they are willing to work towards their goal is so sweet.. how many people can actually do that?

she has definitely matured alot alot more than me.. plus the fact that it's always a dream of mine to settle down with a family (cos somehow i feel life will not be complete without one).. i'm truly happy for them..