most of the times we do not do the things that we like... this is quoted from a friend, and i so agree with it..
do i have a choice? perhaps when i hit the spiritual level (which i doubt i will) nothing is impossible.. to see it from this day right now.. NO.
alot, in fact most of the things i do are by default i have to, i need to.. well, i want to. but doesn't mean i like to.. just stating some facts of life (my life) here.. but of course at times magnification of doing the things i like can conceal the frustration of the alternatives..

on a lighter note.. i'm a happy girl today! haha.. cos it's 9 september.. *baaaaa*
hurm.. i should say it's more like a mixture of feelings.. some of which i may not even comprehend. i feel abit xin1 tong4 but i can't jus wipe the smile out of my face.. not everyone should conform to the 'giving' spirit of the japanese but there's no doubt teeny weeny bit of guilt exists.. i've never seen my 'pursuing' list depleting at this rate before.. probably i'm not used to it..
well i'm still happy.. i think he is too.. and it's good enough for now i guess? *shrugs*