i wonder what's the problem with savings and insurance plans outdoor direct selling (esp jurong east interchange cos i go there most frquently) they are getting on my nerves with each time they approach me with such a fake smile and then asking "hi, can you take a few minutes to help me with this survey?" or "hi miss, are you a student or are you working?"

bloody hell almost the majority knows this is no fucking survey la.. just trying to make us stop, listen to you and give you our information so you can gather cust database.. hopefully sign up a plan or two with you rite? i know it's not the sales ppl's fault la, they're working afterall.. is this method really effective? i really didn't mean to be so rude or bitch when someone attempts to stop me.. initially i'll return their greeting and listen for a while when i have the time.. when it comes to the third or fourth time, i just smiled and said "i don't want to waste your time but sorry i'm not interested" or "i'm late for my work, in a rush, sorry".. sometimes i tried pretending talking on my phone or simply plug on my earpiece. i'm surprised listening to music doesn't help, they'll wave at you and stand in front of you just so you can stop.. come to think of it, it's kind of rude isn't it?

recently when i see them wandering around the compound on my way down on the escalator, i'll start to frown, cringe my face up like i had a really bad day or pms.. giving them the you-better-don't-talk-to-me-or-i'll-bite-your-head-off look.. ha.. it works, most of the time la.. or i'll walk real fast (not much use cos the guys will walk as fast and talk to u at the same time).. sometimes i'll start talking to prevent them from asking questions. "i know, you are from blablabla, it's abt savings and insurance plan rite? many of your collegues have told me. i'm still studying and i don't want any plans until i graduate." then i'll walk off.

i'm not sure how effective their selling methods are or how stiff the competition is with all the banks trying to sell their plans.. but this method is simply getting on i believe, many ppl's nerves. not to mention some of the sales people are trying too hard and it's intimidating.. (i'll be shocked if they're taught to be intimidating) consequences on potential customers like me is not pleasant at all, i'll bitch them, be mean if they step on my toes. some of you may be thinking if each time the person who approached me is not the same, then it's unfair to be mean to them.. DO I HAVE TO CARE? anyway, i've met more than one person who tried to stop me twice within 3 hours on the same day..

i just hope someone brlliant come up with a better direct selling approach.. it's not nice to see the sales people chasing after people and cheating them by asking them to do a short survey that ends up taking more than half an hour to explain and sign a contract that dimishes your cash flow at the wrong time..

tuition today was tiring.. it's so frustrating when 2 students refuse to pay attention and concentrate on doing problem sums.. side tracking is common.. turn out the p5 student ended up asking me other questions..

d: why do people want to have sex?
me:(stunned) have you tried asking anyone else?
d: nope, are they sick or what? those online people keep seeing porn, having sex, they are so sick..
me: take out your science textbook.. people have sex so they can reproduce.. you know like you learn in science reproduciton is needed for continuity of own kind.. if not how do you think you are born?
d: my father and mother married so got me lo, my father is not sick what, he don't have sex wan..
me: how are you so sure your father dun have sex? how your mother pregnant? science textbook teaches you the sperm has to meet the egg rite? most common wan is through sexual intercourse lo..
d: i know my father la, he never have sex wan.
me: so you think people just get married then will have children la?
d: ya, not meh? i won't have sex.. it's so sick. teacher, you have sex before? pain or not?
me: huh? nope, anyway you are not born just because your parents are married. you can ask them later.. or your other friends online.

so we got back to doing problem sums after this.. was quite appalled by his 'innocence' considering the fact that he has the freedom to and actually acquires whatever explicit information available thanks to the globalisation of technology.. and he's such an addict to his comp.. oh well..

today's lunch is so yummalicious!! cos it's cooked by my dear!! muahahahaha... so xing fu to be served u noe? haha..


the smiley face so so cute!!!! love them!


simple but nice macaroni soup!!!


see the chef in action!!!

i've always wanted a digicam for so long.. and now i'm finally the proud owner of casio exilim Z57!!! so much so that when i hold it in my hand, i didn't feel anything.. hurm, sort of like dumfouded, stunned.. didn't expect it to be mine so soon.. was thinking go sourcing for some time before i decide which model to buy.. but since i got a good lobang so might as well.. so yeah, few hundred bucks off my account but hey! i'm a happy gal! *hops around* thanks so much dear!! haha..

well, exams are over.. so i'm officially busy with enjoying hols before i start work on 16th.. these few days received some calls from the companies i applied for.. but since i've got a placement already, no need to go for other interviews.. so it's not that no companies want me afterall.. muahahaha..

it's so nice to club after so so long.. mambo was quite fun.. as usual, i din queue to get in.. it's so nice to know my cousin's always there to bring us in *grinz* thanks so much!!! i love my gals!!!! it's so fun dancing and drinking with them!!! (and i tot us giving one another pecks on the lips was pretty silly-ingly fun) i also love my lamboghini!!! but i shouldn't drink one after another immediately next time, too overwhelming for me.. and now i'm down with sore throat. *ahemhem* perhaps due to the amount i drink too.. i oso forgot what i drank exactly.. no stamina le.. cos too long never drink.. oh ya! the lychee martini's so nice!! my first time trying it at phuture la.. shall have some more next time! felt abit bad didn't join da nus ppl for long.. but i tot that day phuture's music was better.. anyhow.. i'm so gonna club again next week..

i wan to cycle, slack at the beach, watch movie, sing ktv, and what nots!! so people.. date me date me!! muahahaha..

the weather these days is killing me.. it feels like i'm living in an oven.. ice cream, cold drinks.. here i come!!!!

woke up real early this morning (9am is early for me).. sweat the hell out of me sweeping mopping washing and cooking.. before getting a bath.. barely 10 mins after my bath, i started perspiring!!! yes yes, my place's not equipped with air conditioner.. except the removable type in my study which the coolant malfunctions occassionally..

anyhow that's besides the point.. i cooked lunch for us today! so happy.. haven't done so in ages.. only prepared breakfast every mondays when we have the same class.. so yep! i'm so happy today cos i get to cook for him!! haha.. argh! i forgot to take a picture of our lunch! chicken cutlet, a little spicy potato wedges (i mentioned spicy cos i made the effort to buy chilli powder despite the scorching heat ha), noodles with mushroom, chilli bits, lemon grind and a little coriander leaves (cos i just wan it to be colorful haha).. was so worried he dun like it that i forgot to ask him how was it till he got home hehz.. he said it was nice cos i cooked it.. i'm not sure if i like that answer (alright i know i missed the garlic).. but nvm la! even if it taste like shite he'll still hav to eat it! *evil laughter* think it'll be more fun if we can cook together! ( i remember my herbal chicken and twister fries).. muahahahahaha...

alright.. lost my momentum for studying.. plus the stupid weather.. one more to go! and i'll be officially jobless.. haiz.. but then again i get to party with my gals!! muahaha...

something caught my attention while watching desperate housewives..

".. someday we all have to become responsible adults, and the ones who know this best is none other than the young.."

intriguing.. just wondering how much truth there is in it.. hee..

i'm not sure i want to acknowledge this.. then again are we free from it? do we really have freedom considering this?

walking down crossroads, making decisions.. i have made many wrong decisions.. alongside right ones.. wait a minute.. who decides what is the right decisions? perhaps it doesn't matter.. as long as there's no regret..

that is the problem.. i'm not even sure whether i regret my decisions.. some ppl affirms they have no regrets so far. that's good to hear.. some ponder what is regret all abt? what is it actually. funny, that's for them to find out eh..

when i do regret decisions, what do i do? reconcile? move on? this is easy. depends on situation.. but i think most of the time other than wallowing in self pity, i can only move on. i dunno, maybe that's a BIG lesson in life yeah? MOVE ON.. it appears that i have accomplished it.. but have i? that's the question..

".. ppl only believe what they see, what appears to be.." (swordfish)

there's a chinese idiom saying thinking about the past to guide you in the future.. so i gathered the difference is what you make use of them.. to protect yourself from falling, to have the courage to try, to shun away from opportunities, whatever..

this is madness, i seem to be sidetracking alot..

i'm trying to justify my thoughts.. asking myself have i made the right decision, is this what i want.. probably to the extent that i'm afraid of what will happen..

hopefully in time when i look back to this post, i would have the answers.. *smiles*

back to revision.. exam tmr morning!! *gosh*

only one out of my five papers down.. and i can't wait to go mambo with da gang on 4 may.. i dislike exams.. cramming all the stuff into my head and then go to the exam hall throw everything out.. alright, some stress on application.. putting theories into use in situations.. whatever.. 2 hours of testing justifies whether you are good with something.. this is bullshit.. then after this big hoohaa over grading and CAP score, you can almost forget what you learnt totally..

damn.. i've got much thoughts a moment ago.. now i'm suffering from literacy constipation.. now let me try.. most prob it's going to be random.. i vacuumed and mopped the floor again.. dunno why.. something i'll do during reading week each semester without fail.. either pack my wardrobe, scrub toilet, reorganize stuff, wash things, do housework.. a form of relieving stress? i guess so. my sister told me to get stressed more often so she can steer clear of sharing housework.. i almost strangled her.

a few days back i was with my sis at jurong point.. on our way back she asked if i like babies.. i nod my head.. memories of bathing my sis, feeding her, bringing her out, carrying her, playing with her, teaching her came back.. nevertheless scenes of quarrels, having to change her diapers, toilet train her, scolding her for 'coloring' my assignments were as vivid.. so i told her maybe i don't like babies that much.. she said she couldn't stand babies, if she were to take care of one, that baby would most probably suffer.. i laughed and said our mum should have another child and let her go through what i've gone through.. i never dislike any bit of it.. (erm, maybe only the part when my front teeth was slapped out of my mouth when my mum had post natal depression).. it was one hell of an experience taking care of a baby.. especially when there's no maid and both parents were working.. i learned alot.. perhaps she helped me become what i am today? i dunno.. i think i like babies.. i want to become a mother.. too early to say? maybe.. but this thought has been with me for long..

and you know the thing is when you think about children you start to link it to family, marriage, future, money, blablabla.. etc.. dream big dreams.. someone says.. but i guess i'm not like that.. unless being idealistic to have a simple family means dreaming big.. it's nice to be rich and important.. but i guess it's important to be nice too.. to be contented and HAPPY.. take things as it comes you may think.. that's the only choice i have i thought.. will my ideals be influenced and changed? or will they be the souce of differing paths eventually? the answer is.. too early to say!

now.. i need to be resting and look forward to aftrer exams!!! mAmBo~~~~~~~

曾 根 深 蒂 固 的 愛 ----- 被 任 性 判 了 有 期 徒 刑 。
曾 心 力 交 瘁 的 怨 ----- 讓 時 間 漸 漸 撫 平 。
可 若 有 似 無 的 枷 鎖 ----- 鑰 匙 失 于 大 海 。
而 須 臾 間 的 感 慨 ----- 經 筆 墨 成 了 文 采 。
無 奈 。 哀 嘆 。 隨 微 風 淡 散 。 。 。

well, i just needed to vent my er.. whatever feelings those are.. now back to my readings..

by the way if you cant read it.. go option view, then encoding and choose UTF-8.. should be able to work..

He made me cry again..

But i still love him..

And i know he still loves me..

By the way, my tuition kid gave me one hell of a time today.. he refuses to learn his spelling and i can't leave! then i had to wait for my pay.. reached home after 10pm!!! thought i'll miss first part of my desperate housewives.. ha thanks to all the hoohaa about casinos in Singapore.. the show started late! just when i reached home.. *hiakz*

Went for an interview with HWZ this afternoon.. can't believe the address the school career website gave is wrong!!! supposed to be Blk 20.. the one school gave was 2D! what the ****, so in the end, i was late for the interview and i got lost in the 'correct' building.. worst still.. it was raining la! urgh.. anyhow.. the interview was okie la.. it was a nice chat with her.. about bizad and all.. haha.. challenging and interesting job scope.. but may not get it la.. i mean, i wasn't the only one she interviewed.. already lucky enough to be one of the 5 she picked to meet.. *smilez* a pleasant experience (minus the rain and getting lost) overall i would say.. i woulnd't mind if i wasn't chosen.. maybe i would only feel the pain if the monetary reward was higher than $600.. hehz..

I fell in love with the nOda shoes (white base pink stripes).. just bought one pair from there (white and green base, red and orange stripes).. so tempted to buy the other one so i can get nOda membership that last for 3 years but you see, i'm financially challenged.. i swear i'm going back there to grab that pair.. hope it'll still be there!

pragmatism versus idealism.. will these 2 ever converge and progress in harmony? *shrugs*

it's getting increasingly tedious recently.. and i wish it's jus due to pms..

anyhow, i think my eyes are on a strike.. after hours staring at the monitor typing reports and doing ppt..

which leads to my headache.. *gaaaaaa*

According to a genealogist, 8 out of 10 girls willhave cyst, however we hv control over it too. How? Wemust not let it grow bigger or into a blood cyst:

1) Refrain from taking panadol or ponstan painkillerto subside the pain .....
however there are many sideeffects too and when you are immune to the drugs itwill not help whether you take the entire row of painkillers or not.
2) Pain endurance
The menstrual cramps do subside after a while. Well, lets say you can't endure the pain without any painkillers; this is the time to go see a genealogist
(women have a higher threshold of pain than man).
3) Ways to counter menstrual cramps:
a) Refrain from taking icy drinks (especially one weekbefore your period)
b) Take a 1000mcg of Evening Primrose Oil every 2days
c) Regular Exercise. It really helps relieve menstrualcramps, 3 times per week (if you can)
d) Chinese medicine Pill (Pak Fongwan) - Hv 1 pill aweek before and after yr Menstruation, it helps toregulate and replenished nutrients in yr body.If you are vegetarian, you will not be able to takeit.
e) Have plenty of vitamins A and D... Carrots,spinach, broccoli, fish, papayas, etc... You are whatyou eat so please do take care of your body ok.
Ladies please drink lot of milk or high calcium products especially if u intendto give birth, I'm not trying to advertise for Milk Company but it can really prevent osteoporosis. It's not fatal but can cause lots of inconvenience to yr life in future... So start drinking now....
Severe/slight abdominal pain: it's not something to betaken lightly.Women should not treat "Endometriosis" (abdominal painbefore / during their menses) lightly cause the side effects will come a few years later after marriage whereby the disease will develop into cysts (sac foundin the body, containing liquid matter).
If the cyst got bigger, you'll have to undergo a surgery to remove it but if it's a blood cyst,things may get worse asyour womb/pelvic/uterus/fallopian tubes will beinfected and create more problems. If the infection is not properly treated, serious problems like infertility may arise.
So, whenever you girls do experience period cramps,dun just pop a Panadol or Ponstan to relieve the pain instead go to a genealogist for a further diagnosis as you never know that you're suffering from one which may not at first seems like a serious problem.

Ha.. something my friend emailed me.. i have no idea who the genea is who commented all these.. but it does sound scary to me.. maybe i should stop my panadol treatment and drink more milk eat more carrot!

To everyone who still has your other half,i hope you all do cherish the relationship. Don't be extra nice only on Valentine's Day..Make everyday a valentine's day for him/her.. Make your other half feel special..Enjoy every moment of it..

Happened to visit one of my friend's blog and 'extracted' this.. i gathered it's his reflection in a way? yeap.. can't help feeling sad when i see this.. Yeah, guess this is something i want to bring across as well..

it's kind of sad visiting everyone's blog and seeing the same complaints about projects report and so on.. i do say i hate uni, darn uni that's why we're all slogging our way trying to catch up with readings and completing assignments and so on.. but i do enjoy learning.. in fact if i have the money, i wouldn't want to graduate so soon.. i dunno how to say this but i guess i do possess the 'spirit' of learning to some extent.. to hell with exams and reports due.. but then again i do not want to be involved in all those workplace politics!

anyhow, i gave up an interview with APBC.. decided i shall find a higher paying temp job after exams.. my priority is money at the moment cos damn it i've got lots of bills to pay.. my parents are just so darn poor at financial management. Come to think of it now.. it's quite a pity.. maybe i should have accepted the offer.. caltex house isn't really far.. dressing up is supposed to be fun too.. moreover i should be able to learn from the consultancy firm? haiz.. choice made.. i shall stick with it.. *shrugs*

well back to my whinings.. i've got 2 reports to be done by 27mar and here i am blogging.. listening to his muvo slim.. practising JIT muahahaha...

i'm captivated by Fruits Basket at the moment.. anime's so nice! i wanna collect the comic books, vcds and posters and wateva things related to them!!!! ha.. see.. another list to be generated.. apart from my slam dunk and fushigi yuugi.. *shrugs*

i can't stand the weather.. it's killing me.. i can't think properly or work properly.. i shall sleep.. *ZzzZZzz*

this is the time when everyone starts to get busy.. stressed up with work.. trying to meet deadlines for projects and assignments.. though i have the time to catch a movie this week, there's still a pile (BIG pile) of work staring at me.. i miss my friends too.. can't wait to have fun with them.. but i guess have to wait til after exams.. it is definitely different.. we don't meet as often as we do.. 'darn uni' eh.. soon it will be 'darn work'.. this is life..

maybe once in a while we wil feel lost.. i think it's okie.. as long as we get back on track soon enough.. no matter how we complain, how we say we will not be able to do it.. eventually we will.. just a matter of time.. so don't fret, don't be upset.. focus and try.. i'm sure all, if not most of your friends understand..

i miss the holidays.. i miss the times with my friends singing and clubbing and shopping.. i miss the times with him.. sometimes i can't even stand myself for being jealous of his books cos they spend more time with him.. i even hate myself for remembering my escape route.. i dislike being a spoil brat demanding him to spend time with me.. i don't understand why he don't understand seeing him n school and during weekends is totally different.. but think about it.. why would i even do it in the first place?

when i feel upset that my friend has less time for me.. when our schedules clash.. it's because i care about the friend.. when i refuse to accept his apology for not meeting me, it's because i miss him..

i still got alot to learn.. but right now.. I CAN'T TAKE IT FOR THE FACT THAT I CAN'T SEE HIM, I CAN'T EVEN HEAR HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i realised it's been quite a long while since i watched a movie with my friends til today.. million dollar baby with ben don and jm.. story's not bad.. but the flow abit slow.. some will think it's draggy.. i like the ending though.. almost bring me to tears.. well actually if i din watch it with 3 guys i think there'll be less 'tear control' hah..

another 21st birthday chalet this sunday and i'm looking forward to it.. i'll try my best to be there, cos you know when you are invited it's not nice to be absent.. esp when you know he/she will be disappointed.. i dun like to be disappointed, so i try not to disappoint them.. the presents definitely affects my financial status but hey! it's 21st birthday!! some ppl think it's no big deal but i think it is.. heh..

i start wondering how my 21st birthday will be spent.. being in the middle of yr3 sem1.. i doubt i'll have the time for a celebration.. nevertheless i'll feel so so sad if i din have a guest list and party to plan.. of course it'll be great to have others to help if not i think i'll die preparing all the stuff.. heh, sounds like i'm gonna have a chalet too.. i don't know.. i think i'm being idealistic here..

i think the celebration shouldn't be on 1 day only.. if possible, i wanna invite my nygals, 86gang, p6frens, unikakis and pigumaoses! of cos i hope my dear will be with me.. of cos i wan everybody i invite to come!! haha.. i think i will like some party.. you know the kind of sing-song-cut-cake-smash-your-face-into-cake fun.. then mahjong ktv bowling silly games whatever shite.. talk scream shout and have FUN!

like i said, idealistic heh.. if my financial status allows i'll book a chalet and cater food or bbq mayb? i dunno.. i tot of spending it at ktv too.. ha~ i only know it'll be great to have the idea and ppl to execute it.. a surprise party will be a bonus but i ain't gonna expect any i guess.. yy's msn nick says hope is the denial of reality.. so i dun wanna fall and hurt my ass real bad..

pardon me for vulgarities and the occasional spelling errors.. it's definitely a challenge to typr this while i'm crying right after i woke up.. vulgarities aren't meant to be disrespetful in this entry, neither they're direted towards you.. jus an indication of how upset i am..

for those who know, anger-and-upset driven tears plus choice of words plus spices of vulgarities show's severity of situation.. OBVIOUSLY you don't have the fucking knowledge..

i said i apologise for hanging up.. and subsequently jus a few minutes earlier your hanging up helps ALOT. thanks for that man.. you know i dunno what's wrong today but i have to be blamed for being harsh throughout the day.. when there wasn't even a teeny weeny slice of my intention doing so! you just have to assume and feel that i'm harsh towards you.. hello mister, could you have taken it too personally? i admit there're many questions harboring in my brain when i read through draft 1 of your report and thus bringing them up during the discussion.
"So how to expand, increase the number of sentences?" you asked.. i gave you an example for introducing the question asked in the survey and mentioned you shouldn't use the same standard format.. overusing the same 'pattern' makes the reading boring.. so you asked further so how to expand further since can't use the same throughout? and yes i got stuck.. i'm not supposed to be well-versed in you part of the report alright and ok, if you think ONE example and following examples other members given is not enough to struck off your train of thoughts for subsequent ideas, i'll do it then! which i eventually did ask you to send it over and i'll add in the expansion. no problem with this? hah! you see when you are given the responsibility or taken the responsibility in writing that part of the report, you try to improve it with the suggestion of others. sometimes it's up to you own disgression to digest and from there come up with other ideas or sentences in this case. if i have to tell you word for word what to write i might as well do it myself right which i'm gg to do anyhow in my failure to give you MORE eamples. i was trying to tell how weird i feel towards the way you present in draft one and mind you.. i was targeting at the draft.. and you have to assume i was harsh to YOU and so you shut up.. by the way, my "aiyo i wan to 'boot' you" was meant to bring in a lighter note to the heavy discussion.. if you have to think otherwise, i'm sorry.. i was just wondering if you ever put yourself in my shoes.. if you fucking hell try to be the editor of the report you may get what i mean.. you edit and change too much, ppl unhappy, start to think if there's anything wrong with their ability.. this is considered minor in the school cntext.. try doing this in the business world.. let me repeat myself.. I HAVE NO ANY INTENTION WHATSOEVER TO BE HARSH TOWARDS YOU!!!

and if this doesn't help.. so the assumptin here by you is i fucking continue to be harsh during lunch.. you FEEL i was harsh cos of my tone.. okie i apologise once again for SOUNDING harsh to you when i meant what i said to be kidding.. when i asked why are you ignoring me you replied with a what? and gosh you should look into a mirror then.. what kind of attitude are you trying to show me? your 'what?' and a black face justifies you unhappiness but doest it justify how i feel then? so you said you are angry so you shut up.. okie.. and a few minutes ago you are the one to tell me not to shut up when there's a problem.. bring it up and talk about it.. *applause* for you nobility in facing this kind of situations.. another thing.. so you mean when you piss me off and later tried talking to me but i ignore you.. you've already done something and there's NOTHING else you can do? so let me try to decipher.. are you trying to say when you are angry and shut up, i should shut up. then later on you are okie and tried talking to me i should accept it and start talking to you? wow.. now i know how to be a better girlfriend thanks..

have you considered your tone when you pose questions to me during the discussion? well, you said it's the way i deliver my views that i sound harsh.. okie i'll look into that character flaw. and lt me tell you your tone wasn't one of righteousness and responsibility.. gives me the idea that you are not really serious about writing the report.. okie fine.. bizcom isn't a module you like at all and i should brush that off since i'm supposed to KNOW you.. i did brush your attitude off for that matter anyway.. and have i mention this before? wasn't the issue about what happened in the afternoon? why fucking bring what happened in the morning in as well? to justify I AM HARSH TO YOU ACCORDING TO UR ASSUMPTION and mind you.. it's your ASSUMPTION?

'hate' is a very harsh word to use.. let me explain the reason behind my choice.. instead of seeing it as an indication of how mad i was at your attitude, you chose to blame me for being harsh and showing you the attitude.. hey it's your brain and i fucking has no control over it.. so should i apologise for the way your brain thinks? i do apologise in any case and i mean it..

which brings me to another point. what do you mean by "okie lo, like that then it's my fault lo, then what you want me to do? ok, sorry lo".. standing ovation for your courageous apology i must say.. and IT IS THIS THAT HURTS ME THE MOST.. this is not the first time and seems like you haven't register it into your head.. when you don't mean it, say sorry for fuck?

it's a small matter? so you don't want to talk about it anymore? alright.. if you wish.. like i said one word from you and i'll never ever niao you, scold you, appear to be harsh.. though it's a trivial matter it shows alot.. seriously you give me the idea there's no need to reason this out when your assumption is so strong and so wrong..

the notion that i'm harsh towards you the whole of today and that i'm the one who's giving the attitude is very strong.. go ahead and scold me for typing this entry or more importantly publish this entry.. i'm supposed to shut up according to you when you are angry.. or did you mention bringing it up? *confused* am i trying to show everyone you are bad? Bullshit.. it's to show how upset i am feeling right now and dunno how fucking long ahead..

hmmm, i shall let my anger rest with the end of tis entry.. and i shall be happy again. *cross fingers*

this is so ironic, i've never seen such a big contrast between 2 recent posts before.. *shrugs*

so happy today!! had post v-day dinner @ soup restaurant in suntec.. and gosh! we're really pigs! ate so much food!! the samsui chicken's great!! and the prawns!! and the soup!! see the effect? the happy food made me so hyper! just look at the receipt and you'll know how pig we're!!!




finally get to give my dear his pressie!! i was afraid he'll be unhappy when he knew what i got for him.. but hey! he's touched! haha.. and all the troubles are so so worth it.. *hugz*
did a cross-stitch (rite, girls always do this i know) and bought muvo slim for him! anyhow, the mp3 player pouch's so cool i think i like it more than the player itself! haha.. and yeah. i'm so gotta save up.. i dun care i wanna say this.. u happy=i happy! luv ya so much!

i'm happily surprised this afternoon.. just woke up since i only slept this morning, someone pressed the doorbell looking for me.. turn out he's a delivery man la.. so yeah i signed the receipt for flowers and cute bear bear.. abit paiseh la.. cos my parents at home.. though it's not my first time receiving flowers.. it's my first 'big' bouquet from him anyhow.. i'd be surprisingly happy if he had not hinted la.. but hey! i'm still happy! haha.. delighted! *grinz*





now i owe delvin a drink from bizad canteen..

back to my readings.. gosh.. i still hate them!

happy lunar new year!!!
well, the excitement of new year visiting seems to be negatively correlated to age.. hur~

i used to look forward to cny eve so i get my half day off, get to visit my pr school.. then the steamboat reunion dinner with my relatives..
now the cny mood's not so strong anymore.. i don't go to chinatown for last minute shopping, don't watch cny countdown programmes.. and for the first time in my life, my 'chu yi' is spent at home sleeping eating and watching tv..

nevertheless i still very much like the family gatherings every 'chu er'.. my father's 12 siblings take turns to hold the cny gathering.. and this year's my fifth uncle's turn.. so yeah.. went to his new place.. 2 words.. damn rich.. haha.. 1 house 2 cars 3 storeys 4 neighbours along the same stretch 5 family members 6 toilets.. ktv cum movie room, 3 mahjong tables, 1 'ban luck' table.. 1 'si4 se4 pai2' table.. and 1 table for those who wan to mai3 da4 xiao3.. the dice thingy la.. i dunno wat is it called.. gosh.. preactically a gambling den!!

met some of my cousins i haven seen for years.. cousin bb came back from hk with her 3 children!!! my my.. and i finally get to see my 'mac nugget' cousin's son!! so adorable!
oh ya.. also received the news another of my closer cousin yr getting married next month! never expect her to settle down so early.. she's 22.. happy for her la.. =)

met many of my cousins' partner as well.. haha, well, had fun chatting and teasing them la.. still remember me and yh used to 'kaypo' the relationships of older cousins.. and now? it's our turn to be 'kaypoed' i guess? yh's 6 mths pregnant, everyone asking her how it feels, boy or girl.. blablabla.. and almost everyone keep asking me where's my bf, why never bring him, where is he, blablabla.. aiyoyo.. shang1 nao3 jing1 ar! the moment i step into the house, my fifth aunt ask, "eh, your bf why never come ar?" then later on yh said, "bf must know how to play mahjong hor!".. then cousin jf said, "ask him come now la! can play mahjong with us!" worst still.. some ask me when is it my turn to settle down.. me?!?!?! i haven even graduate okay.. i jus brush it off saying maybe 8 to 10 years later.. haha.. maybe never..

gosh.. i dun mind them asking la.. guess i haven reached the age where they start getting worried if i'll be able to jia4 chu1 qu4.. haha.. diaoonz.. this is what happens when your family has a norm of girls getting married young.. the good thing is i'm not the only one subjected to the 'interrogation'.. hee..

it's fun to catch up with my cousins.. and my so many nieces and nephews are so adorable!! did a head count some time ago.. my paternal relatives numbered near 100.. and now with some pregnant.. soon there'll be more to add!! haha..

ha.. was talking to cousin dm.. realised how blur i was.. the thing with his buddy la.. you know, the kind of i-want-to-date-you-but-you-jio-so-many-ppl-along situation.. i tot i was helping him by asking her! haha guess it's just me.. i'm dense so i don't get the hint.. similar situation happened with zw too.. it's rather hilarious come to think of it.. haha!

enuff with cny.. i had 'pre vday dinner' at marche yesterday! so bloody many ppl.. and gosh! we ate so much i feel like an elephant.. haha.. the salmon's steak's delicious!! and i love strawberry waffle with tiramisu ice cream!! yummy yum yum!! thanks dear.. hahaha.. happy happy food! so sorry don have time to play mahjong wor.. haiz..